Night Changes~

Sometimes, you miss the nights when you could talk to someone endlessly. Regardless of the topic, words just roll out of your mouths. It's like, you have an unlimited list of something to say to each other. You miss the times when you could actually write an entire paper about the person because that's how much you know that person. You miss the feeling of wanting to see or talk to someone badly, that it hurts. You crave for their presence because they make your life a little brighter. And if you don't get what I'm trying to say, then you won't know why people can have meaningless yet endless conversations. You won't get why people become friends. Because, friendship isn't something that you buy and get in return. It's not a payment nor exchange and definitely not a favor. You don't make friends to have more people circling around your life. You don't "make" friends actually. Rather, you meet new people and subconsciously becoming friends and it just happened. That's how it supposed to be. No forced connections. No empty conversations. Just sparks between to or more souls mates lucky to find one another.

Little Things

After listening to their songs, I found my favorite <3 I like the song itself and MV too. But watching it is so painful. T^T I like the song maybe because the girl is just SO ME. Welp, the song seems impossible tho. Maging Sino Ka Man ang peg?


Read the lyrics muna. Don't listen to the song. It's <3

Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind, it was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me...

I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile
You've never loved your stomach or your thighs, the dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly

I won't let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
But if I do
It's you
Oh it's you
They add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense to me

I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape
You never want to know how much you weigh, you still have to squeeze into your jeans
But you're perfect to me

I won't let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you
It's you
They add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you
And you'll never treat yourself right darlin' but I want you to
If I let you know I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you

I've just let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
'Cause it's you
Oh it's you
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

I won't let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you
It's you
They add up to
I'm in love with you
And all your little things

<3 <3 <3 Isn't wonderful? 

~Directioners Weren't Enough~

So it's been quite some time since I wrote something here and I was busy watching 1D MVs, Video Diaries, and listening to their albums. After Zayn left the band, I found out, I am really a 1D fan. HAHA XD So anyways, I wrote this freakin letter for Mr. Malik and I'm so happy that Perrie and him are okay na. Anyways, it's

Okay. So here are my thoughts regarding those shizzles

But how can he leave the other 4 ON TOUR. Hindi na sya nahiya. While the other 4 were busy adjusting the songs and parts, sharing the supposed to be lunes of Xayn, he's there, recording with Naughty Boy. Sana, hinantay nya muna matapos yung Tour. Or sana, he didn't leave until the tour was done. Not performing in here and Jakarta was pretty acceptable kasi he has to fix things pa with Pers but leaving it, for real? I mean, millions of fans waiting for them, to sing, COMPLETE. Tas ganon na lang? Fck dat. He couldve left pagkatapos ng tour

And worse? Baka bumagsak pa ang 1D kasi it will never be the same without him. The songs will never be the same without his high pitched tone. And because of him, wanting to be famous alone, the other 4 might go down

But seriously. He couldve left after the tour. Maraming nakipagpatayan sa ticket for dat, see them all, perform. Buti sana kung nabuhay nga sya ng normal 22 yearl old, mas tanggap ko yon. As in. Ikabubuti nya yon, nila ni Pers, but seriously. Habang nagpipilit si Harry at Liam i fill yung lines nya, nagrerecord sya ng bagong kanta

Man, don't tell me you dont care about your four best friends. For five freakin years

Im so affected

Monday, as in whole day, I kept on watching all their MVs and listened to all four albums and watched their video diaries

I was so stressed. Im sill stressed. But less likely than before