Broken (2)

Hindi kinakaya ng damdamin ko na hindi ipagpatuloy ang pagsulat. Kkk


Athena's POV

Me: Besh, ikaw na bahala kay Leeyumbeb ko ha.
Myra: You'll be shocked, I'm gonna make him mine.
Me: Dafuq?
Myra: Djk. You take care Besh, arayt? Did Liam call you na?
Me: Of course. He's like the sweetest, okay?
Myra: Besh. You're leaving talaga?
Me: Why? What's wrong?
Myra: No, nothing. Nevermind. Have a safe flight!
Me: Bye Besh!

I walked towards the airport entrance and waved to Myra again.

3rd Person

Myra turned her back and as soon as she did, tears started rolling down her cheeks.
"Dapat di ka umalis. Kailangan kita e," she said to herself.

*Liam ni Athena calling...*
Myra: Uhmm, Liam?
Liam: She left already?
Myra: Yea. Like 5 minutes ago.
Liam: Ugh. The show just ended. I would've say goodbye.
Myra: She'll be back on Wednesday. That's just roughly four days.
Liam: Well yeah. Uhm, are the details for the wedding fixed?
Myra: Oh yea. Nothing I can't do alone.
Liam: Just tell me if I need to do anything, okay?
Myra: Of course. At your service.
Liam: Bye Myra. Thanks.
Myra: Bye.

Myra didn't know what to do next. She'll go to him and try once more. Or even a thousand. She can't give up, not when there's the three of them involved now.


Monday^^
 Liam's POV

Ugh. Just two more nights and I can be with her again. I really miss her so bad. I miss her scent, her hair, her glasses, her braces, everything. I reached for my phone and called her.

Babe: Oh Leeyumm? I said don't call right? I'm busy e.
Me: I can't help it babe. I miss you so damn much.
Babe: Aww.
Me: It's really tiresome to sing without your inspiration.
Babe: Liar. Since you called na, amuse me.
Me: Am I not amusing enough? Or I'm not enough?
Babe: You're cute. I can imagine you; pouting and puppy eyes. Just wait, babe. Wait.
Me: Well, you'll be back by Wednesday right? Right? Tell me you will be.
Babe: Uhmm. That's the problem. Uhmm. I'll have to extend till Friday babe. Uhm, it's a must.
Me: Babe, that's too much. You're choosing your work over me, again.
Babe: Babe, please understand.
Me: You have to understand me, too. i understand that you're a journalist but can't you see? I'm a singer but whenever you need me, I will stop a show for you. Remember when I stopped the show in Vegas cause you said your dog died? Can't you do that for me this time?
Babe: Sorry but this is really important..
Me: Well I guess I'm not as important as that.
I hung up. I don't really know. This is too much. I know I'm being selfish but I don't know. I think, I think, it's ugh. I picked my phone again and,

Me: Myra?

Broken

A GenFic Story. Enjoy! :)

Athena's POV

"Last night was really really great," I told my bestfriend Myra.

"Of course! I told you naman it will be, you weren't making tiwala pa," she replied.

"Eh-," *ring*ring*my phone interrupted my sentence. 

*Hotshot calling....*

Me: Hey!

Liam: Hey babe. Lunch out? 

Me: Aww. I'm sorry babe but I'm with Myra.

I can see Myra waving her hands.

Me: Bakit?

Myra: No no. You can go with Liam. Mas gusto mo naman that you'll be with your boyfriend instead of being a thirdwheel diba?

Me: Okay lang ba?

Myra: Of course! Malakas si Liam sakin e. Alam mo na, marami ka ming PINAGSASAMAHAN. ;) 

Me: Bitch. 

Liam: Sooo babe?

Me: Alright. I'll be in the studio in about 20 minutes.

Liam: You sure you don't want me to pick you up?

Me: I'm fine. Okay?

Liam: Okay. Take care babe. I love you.

Me: I love you, too.

Liam: Byee.

I hung up.

Myra: Nagmamaganda. 

Me: Che. Byeee Besh. 

Myra: Byee gurl. 

Me: Ayaw mong sumabay na, baka andon pa si Niall?

Myra: Na sstress ako sa kanya kaya please lang. Byeee.

I went to the parking lot and drove to the studio. Anyways, I'm Athena Thea, a journalist. Well one of the well knowned journalists here in Britain not only because I'm one-heck-of a journalist but also my fiancé is part of the world's most famous boyband: One Direction. Liam Payne. I'm a Filipino but went here in Britain with my bestfriend Myra to study and look for our careers.

^Studio^

Liam walked towards me. "Hey babe! Let's go?" he asked.

"Sure," I said. "Oh wait, Niall, what did you do again?" I asked Niall.

"I was just-," I raised my hand gesturing him to stop. "Save your explanations honey. Go na!"

And Niall hurried past us. 

"Babe, you never called me honey," Liam pouted. 

"Whatever Leeyum. Whatever," I replied. "Bye Harreh! Bye Lou!" We went out of the studio and entered This Restaurant. Yea, yun ang pangalan. This Restaurant. 

Liam: Soooo, how's the plan going? Do I need to be with you during the food tasting?
Athena: Calm down Liam. Myra's working hand in hand with me, so no worries. She's really great so let's trust her.
Liam: Myra is really supportive. 10 years of friendship, huh?
Athena: Oh yes.
Liam: Can I see you on wedding dress before the wedding?
Athena: Why not?
Liam: Cause I heard from Myra that there's this Filipino culture that the wedding won't be successful if I do that.
Athena: HAHA. She's really weird and creep. Of course not, that's just an old saying.
Liam: I just want to be safe. I've already planned my future with you in it and to tell you, I hate changing plans.
Athena: Naks! Anyways, I'll be out of the country the day after tomorrow which is Friday. I'll be back on Wednesday next week, k?
Liam: Youre leaving again babe? Why you always do that?
Athena: Do what?
Liam: Make me miss you and want you so bad. 

It's defintely not the person who is important, it's the memories. When you become close with someone and eventually get into fight, you can wish for that someone to die. Or you can wish that you shouldn't have met that person. But you can't fully wish to delete all your memories with that person because you know, it's all important. Now, if it's really the memories that are important, why are you afraid to lose someone? Because you're afraid that you can no longer make more memories with that person. Whatever happens, even if the person dies, you will move on. It's not the dead body of the person that hurts you, it's the moments you've shared. It's not the death glares and stingy words that pains you, it's the fact that you were once so close and for a moment or two, you can no longer be that close. It's painful to know that fact that no one values you because you're a person. Many people values you because you're a friend, a classmate, a daughter. But a nobody will not value you as much as somebody does. It's so damn true that it hurts. It has always been the memories with the person and not the person itself. If you have an amnesia and a person you can't remember shows up, you'll be clueless on how to react. But when you remember the memories you've had with the person, you'll realize how important that person is.

...

Friendship. It's a big word. It has no definite meaning. And yet, can change your wold in a snap. Surviving in this world without experiencing friendship is life without living. (Living should never equate with surviving.) A friend is someone who can give meaning to your life. They can be with you for a lifetime or leave after some time. But no matter how long they've stayed, it won't and will never change the fact that they had built a place in your heart. You would even wonder, for all hundreds of people you see everyday and you meet everyday, how can you know if that person will become or should be your friend. Well, it's something that is something that cannot be answered. It just so happened that you guys can be friends.

Night Changes~

Sometimes, you miss the nights when you could talk to someone endlessly. Regardless of the topic, words just roll out of your mouths. It's like, you have an unlimited list of something to say to each other. You miss the times when you could actually write an entire paper about the person because that's how much you know that person. You miss the feeling of wanting to see or talk to someone badly, that it hurts. You crave for their presence because they make your life a little brighter. And if you don't get what I'm trying to say, then you won't know why people can have meaningless yet endless conversations. You won't get why people become friends. Because, friendship isn't something that you buy and get in return. It's not a payment nor exchange and definitely not a favor. You don't make friends to have more people circling around your life. You don't "make" friends actually. Rather, you meet new people and subconsciously becoming friends and it just happened. That's how it supposed to be. No forced connections. No empty conversations. Just sparks between to or more souls mates lucky to find one another.

Little Things

After listening to their songs, I found my favorite <3 I like the song itself and MV too. But watching it is so painful. T^T I like the song maybe because the girl is just SO ME. Welp, the song seems impossible tho. Maging Sino Ka Man ang peg?


Read the lyrics muna. Don't listen to the song. It's <3

Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind, it was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me...

I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile
You've never loved your stomach or your thighs, the dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly

I won't let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
But if I do
It's you
Oh it's you
They add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense to me

I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape
You never want to know how much you weigh, you still have to squeeze into your jeans
But you're perfect to me

I won't let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you
It's you
They add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you
And you'll never treat yourself right darlin' but I want you to
If I let you know I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you

I've just let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
'Cause it's you
Oh it's you
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

I won't let these little things
Slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you
It's you
They add up to
I'm in love with you
And all your little things

<3 <3 <3 Isn't wonderful? 

~Directioners Weren't Enough~

So it's been quite some time since I wrote something here and I was busy watching 1D MVs, Video Diaries, and listening to their albums. After Zayn left the band, I found out, I am really a 1D fan. HAHA XD So anyways, I wrote this freakin letter for Mr. Malik and I'm so happy that Perrie and him are okay na. Anyways, it's

Okay. So here are my thoughts regarding those shizzles

But how can he leave the other 4 ON TOUR. Hindi na sya nahiya. While the other 4 were busy adjusting the songs and parts, sharing the supposed to be lunes of Xayn, he's there, recording with Naughty Boy. Sana, hinantay nya muna matapos yung Tour. Or sana, he didn't leave until the tour was done. Not performing in here and Jakarta was pretty acceptable kasi he has to fix things pa with Pers but leaving it, for real? I mean, millions of fans waiting for them, to sing, COMPLETE. Tas ganon na lang? Fck dat. He couldve left pagkatapos ng tour

And worse? Baka bumagsak pa ang 1D kasi it will never be the same without him. The songs will never be the same without his high pitched tone. And because of him, wanting to be famous alone, the other 4 might go down

But seriously. He couldve left after the tour. Maraming nakipagpatayan sa ticket for dat, see them all, perform. Buti sana kung nabuhay nga sya ng normal 22 yearl old, mas tanggap ko yon. As in. Ikabubuti nya yon, nila ni Pers, but seriously. Habang nagpipilit si Harry at Liam i fill yung lines nya, nagrerecord sya ng bagong kanta

Man, don't tell me you dont care about your four best friends. For five freakin years

Im so affected

Monday, as in whole day, I kept on watching all their MVs and listened to all four albums and watched their video diaries

I was so stressed. Im sill stressed. But less likely than before