Broken (5)

NALOLOKA AKO SA PINAGAGAGAWA KO. Buntisin daw ba ang sarili? Jusko.



Athena's
Myra: I'm pregnant.
Me: Hah? E-edi tapos na bachelor days ni Niall.
Myra: H-hindi si Niall yung ama.
Me: ANO? Who, then?
Myra: S-si Liam.
Me: What the fuck? Stop the joke Besh.
Myra: I am not joking. We've been doing this for, for quite a long time. Besh, besh sorry.
Me: No. No.
Myra: Sorry. Kung, kung gusto mo, I'll go to the Philippines and-
Me: No no. You're so, you're so young and naive. L-Lia-Liam took advantage, didn't he?
Myra: A-a-y-yes. Kind of. But no I mean.
Me: H-he'll m-marry you.
Myra: B-but h-he's yours.
Me: I'm willing to d-drop the engagement for you.
Myra: B-but.
Me: No.
I walked out with only one destination in my mind, the studio.

Liam: Heeeyy babe! We're free today. Do you?
Me: Let's talk.
Liam: We, are, nott, talking?
Me: Outside.
Harry: I smell trouble trouble.
Lou: I knew you were trouble when you walked innn, shame on me nooww.
Harry: Oh shut up.
Niall: Thena, what's wrong?
Me: Every fcking thing.

Liam: Babe? What's wrong?
Tears started falling.
Me: You had, you had sex with Myra. (Fck, Nag isip ako kung isusulat ko tong sentence na to.GanFic is GenFic.)
I said more of a statement than a question.
Liam: B-babe. Ath-athena. It's not like.
Me: Did you, have sex with my bestfriend?
Liam: Athena..
Me: Answer the goddamned question. DID. YOU. HAVE. SEX. WITH. MY. BESTFRIEND?
Liam: Y-yes. B-but..
Me: She's pregnant.
Liam: WHAT? That's impossible. We did it last...
Me: Ohh. So you keep track? Woah. I'm impressed.
Liam: Babe.
Me: Marry her.
Liam: What? No!
Me: I said, marry her. Or we'll call her parents in the Philippines. Or we'll make an issue about you molesting someone. I think, your band mates wouldn't like that.
Liam: No, oh god. I told you, I hate changing plans.
Me: You should've thought of that before..
Liam: No. No.
Me: I'm a journalist Liam. You know I can,
Liam:  Oh fine! I'll marry her. But Athena, I- I love you so much.
Me: You fcked my bestfriend, face the fcking consequences.

Broken (4)

Wednesday^^

I tried to call Myra again and finally, she picked up.
Me: Myra?
Myra: Ohhrrgy, hirr dirrr Liammmm? Jowawersszx ng shuper juper blessedn khong beshieeee. Hawww arrr yuuu?
Me: Where are you? You're drunk. Hey. Ugh.

She hung up. I tried calling her again but it kept on ringing. I have to look for her. Athena's gonna kill me. We just patched things up this morning and she said to take care of her best friend. She'll kill me.


Thursday Night^^

Im here in front of Myra and Athena's flat and I have to talk to Myra.
*knock*knock*
Myra: Ohhh. Hell-o there.
Liam: Myra look. What happened last night was, was a mistake. Okay? A Mistake. A drunken Mistake.
Myra: Okayy?
Liam: You're not gonna tell Athena..
Myra: I'm not. But I trust enough to tell it to her. She deserves to know the truth, from you.
She closed the door in front of me. This is getting harder than I thought.



Fridayy^^

Athena's

Athena: Babe, I'm here alreaddyyy.
Liam: Ohgod. Thank you. I'm near the airport already.
Athena: Alright. Waitin'

I saw Liam approaching wearing those jeans (Athena, THOSE JEANS. Dang) , shirt, shades and cap. Well, mag ganyan naman sya, paparazzi can smell wherever they are.
Liam: Babe, let's get outta her. I missed youuu.
He hugged me and hugged him back.
Me: Excited much?
Liam: Too damn much.
Me: Wait, have you talked to Myra. She haven't called me or contacted.
Liam: Uhmm, I don't know. She's not, I mean, not going in the studio. Let's go in This Restaurant.
Me: Ohsure.



Me: BEBBB1 I'm homee naaa. Hallo?
I saw Myra walked out of her room with bloodshot eyes.
Me: Girl, Besh. What happened?
Myra: Besh sorry. Sorrryyy.
She kept on saying sorry while I hugged her.
Myra: Sorrry Besh. Sorrryy. Sorry.
Me: Bakit ha? Why? Anong nangyare?
Myra: I'm pregnant.

Broken (3)

Me: Myra?
Myra: Uhm yea? Liam? *sniff*
ME: Wait, are you okay?
Myra: What do you mean, am I okay? Of course I am. Are YOU okay?
Me: I am not.
Myra. What happened to Besh?
Me: Can we just, see each other? I mean, I can't really talk about this over phone.
Myra: Uhm, sure? Where are you?
Me: We're sleepin here in the studio soo....
Myra: Okay. Be there in 10 minutes
And she hung up.

 Why can't Babe be like that? It's obvious that she isn't okay but willing to help me still. Why can't ugh. Stop it Liam. Stop comparing.

And I saw Myra walking inside the studio wearing coat and boots and her hair filled with snow.

Liam: It's snowing already?
Myra: Yea. Seems like the weather is with you.
Liam: Huh?
Myra: *chuckles* Nevermind. So what happened?
I sat on the couch near the instruments and she sat down opposite to me.
Myra: Where's Harry and Lou?
Liam; Uhm, they're asleep.
Myra: Uhmmm soo?
Liam: She won't come back till Friday?
Myra: JUST THAT?!
Liam: What do you mean just that?
Myra: I mean, you're acting like someone died JUST BECAUSE SHE EXTENDED?!
Liam: BUT I MISS HER, OKAY? I. MISS. HER.
Myra: Fck Dat. She needs to work, Liam!
Harry:*shouting*Hey youu twooo! Do you need anything? 911? Let me get some sleep guys? Pleaseee?
Niall comes out of his room.
Liam: Bro.
Niall: *looks at me* Hey. *looks at Myra* Myra?
Myra: *smiles lopsidedly* Sorry Liam. I must go now. Just, think of her, okay? Understand. Patience.

Myra walked away and I tried to run after her. I saw her crying and I hugged her.

Me: Are you okay?
She pulled away from our hug.
Myra: Bakit kasi, sa kanya pa? Mas gusto ko pang pag agawan ka na lang namin ni Besh. Liam, nan gwaenchanh-a.

And she walked away. I turned back and saw Niall approaching.

Me: Man, what was that?
Niall: I don't know bruh. I'm, I'm too fcked up.

Broken (2)

Hindi kinakaya ng damdamin ko na hindi ipagpatuloy ang pagsulat. Kkk


Athena's POV

Me: Besh, ikaw na bahala kay Leeyumbeb ko ha.
Myra: You'll be shocked, I'm gonna make him mine.
Me: Dafuq?
Myra: Djk. You take care Besh, arayt? Did Liam call you na?
Me: Of course. He's like the sweetest, okay?
Myra: Besh. You're leaving talaga?
Me: Why? What's wrong?
Myra: No, nothing. Nevermind. Have a safe flight!
Me: Bye Besh!

I walked towards the airport entrance and waved to Myra again.

3rd Person

Myra turned her back and as soon as she did, tears started rolling down her cheeks.
"Dapat di ka umalis. Kailangan kita e," she said to herself.

*Liam ni Athena calling...*
Myra: Uhmm, Liam?
Liam: She left already?
Myra: Yea. Like 5 minutes ago.
Liam: Ugh. The show just ended. I would've say goodbye.
Myra: She'll be back on Wednesday. That's just roughly four days.
Liam: Well yeah. Uhm, are the details for the wedding fixed?
Myra: Oh yea. Nothing I can't do alone.
Liam: Just tell me if I need to do anything, okay?
Myra: Of course. At your service.
Liam: Bye Myra. Thanks.
Myra: Bye.

Myra didn't know what to do next. She'll go to him and try once more. Or even a thousand. She can't give up, not when there's the three of them involved now.


Monday^^
 Liam's POV

Ugh. Just two more nights and I can be with her again. I really miss her so bad. I miss her scent, her hair, her glasses, her braces, everything. I reached for my phone and called her.

Babe: Oh Leeyumm? I said don't call right? I'm busy e.
Me: I can't help it babe. I miss you so damn much.
Babe: Aww.
Me: It's really tiresome to sing without your inspiration.
Babe: Liar. Since you called na, amuse me.
Me: Am I not amusing enough? Or I'm not enough?
Babe: You're cute. I can imagine you; pouting and puppy eyes. Just wait, babe. Wait.
Me: Well, you'll be back by Wednesday right? Right? Tell me you will be.
Babe: Uhmm. That's the problem. Uhmm. I'll have to extend till Friday babe. Uhm, it's a must.
Me: Babe, that's too much. You're choosing your work over me, again.
Babe: Babe, please understand.
Me: You have to understand me, too. i understand that you're a journalist but can't you see? I'm a singer but whenever you need me, I will stop a show for you. Remember when I stopped the show in Vegas cause you said your dog died? Can't you do that for me this time?
Babe: Sorry but this is really important..
Me: Well I guess I'm not as important as that.
I hung up. I don't really know. This is too much. I know I'm being selfish but I don't know. I think, I think, it's ugh. I picked my phone again and,

Me: Myra?

Broken

A GenFic Story. Enjoy! :)

Athena's POV

"Last night was really really great," I told my bestfriend Myra.

"Of course! I told you naman it will be, you weren't making tiwala pa," she replied.

"Eh-," *ring*ring*my phone interrupted my sentence. 

*Hotshot calling....*

Me: Hey!

Liam: Hey babe. Lunch out? 

Me: Aww. I'm sorry babe but I'm with Myra.

I can see Myra waving her hands.

Me: Bakit?

Myra: No no. You can go with Liam. Mas gusto mo naman that you'll be with your boyfriend instead of being a thirdwheel diba?

Me: Okay lang ba?

Myra: Of course! Malakas si Liam sakin e. Alam mo na, marami ka ming PINAGSASAMAHAN. ;) 

Me: Bitch. 

Liam: Sooo babe?

Me: Alright. I'll be in the studio in about 20 minutes.

Liam: You sure you don't want me to pick you up?

Me: I'm fine. Okay?

Liam: Okay. Take care babe. I love you.

Me: I love you, too.

Liam: Byee.

I hung up.

Myra: Nagmamaganda. 

Me: Che. Byeee Besh. 

Myra: Byee gurl. 

Me: Ayaw mong sumabay na, baka andon pa si Niall?

Myra: Na sstress ako sa kanya kaya please lang. Byeee.

I went to the parking lot and drove to the studio. Anyways, I'm Athena Thea, a journalist. Well one of the well knowned journalists here in Britain not only because I'm one-heck-of a journalist but also my fiancé is part of the world's most famous boyband: One Direction. Liam Payne. I'm a Filipino but went here in Britain with my bestfriend Myra to study and look for our careers.

^Studio^

Liam walked towards me. "Hey babe! Let's go?" he asked.

"Sure," I said. "Oh wait, Niall, what did you do again?" I asked Niall.

"I was just-," I raised my hand gesturing him to stop. "Save your explanations honey. Go na!"

And Niall hurried past us. 

"Babe, you never called me honey," Liam pouted. 

"Whatever Leeyum. Whatever," I replied. "Bye Harreh! Bye Lou!" We went out of the studio and entered This Restaurant. Yea, yun ang pangalan. This Restaurant. 

Liam: Soooo, how's the plan going? Do I need to be with you during the food tasting?
Athena: Calm down Liam. Myra's working hand in hand with me, so no worries. She's really great so let's trust her.
Liam: Myra is really supportive. 10 years of friendship, huh?
Athena: Oh yes.
Liam: Can I see you on wedding dress before the wedding?
Athena: Why not?
Liam: Cause I heard from Myra that there's this Filipino culture that the wedding won't be successful if I do that.
Athena: HAHA. She's really weird and creep. Of course not, that's just an old saying.
Liam: I just want to be safe. I've already planned my future with you in it and to tell you, I hate changing plans.
Athena: Naks! Anyways, I'll be out of the country the day after tomorrow which is Friday. I'll be back on Wednesday next week, k?
Liam: Youre leaving again babe? Why you always do that?
Athena: Do what?
Liam: Make me miss you and want you so bad. 

It's defintely not the person who is important, it's the memories. When you become close with someone and eventually get into fight, you can wish for that someone to die. Or you can wish that you shouldn't have met that person. But you can't fully wish to delete all your memories with that person because you know, it's all important. Now, if it's really the memories that are important, why are you afraid to lose someone? Because you're afraid that you can no longer make more memories with that person. Whatever happens, even if the person dies, you will move on. It's not the dead body of the person that hurts you, it's the moments you've shared. It's not the death glares and stingy words that pains you, it's the fact that you were once so close and for a moment or two, you can no longer be that close. It's painful to know that fact that no one values you because you're a person. Many people values you because you're a friend, a classmate, a daughter. But a nobody will not value you as much as somebody does. It's so damn true that it hurts. It has always been the memories with the person and not the person itself. If you have an amnesia and a person you can't remember shows up, you'll be clueless on how to react. But when you remember the memories you've had with the person, you'll realize how important that person is.

...

Friendship. It's a big word. It has no definite meaning. And yet, can change your wold in a snap. Surviving in this world without experiencing friendship is life without living. (Living should never equate with surviving.) A friend is someone who can give meaning to your life. They can be with you for a lifetime or leave after some time. But no matter how long they've stayed, it won't and will never change the fact that they had built a place in your heart. You would even wonder, for all hundreds of people you see everyday and you meet everyday, how can you know if that person will become or should be your friend. Well, it's something that is something that cannot be answered. It just so happened that you guys can be friends.