Today has been very eventful and I freaking love this day. Swear huhu.
First, we sang for MsMae. Technically, they sang for MsMae, all I did was try to make my voice hear-able for myself during the chorus. I don't want to ruin the blending and the performance kase.
Next, I WAS EXCUSED THE WHOLE DAY. FREAK. I love what I did. I painted. Well, I can say that painting is the only thing that can make me shut up. Whatever I do, I'm talking/singing or at most, my lips are movin'. I sleeptalk (freaking vids from my sistahs), I sing while I bake, sing in the shower, do some shows in the bathroom, and all those. So, painting is the only thing that can make me shut up. I'm quiet when I paint, I don't know why. Just. And I love blue and it was so fab having to finish that background and that guy with fancy hair. I sketched that guy and nervous cause I thought I might make the guy fat, just like what my classmates say. But it turned out pretty well. I love it.
Then, we had some talk with Sir Fred about things. About taking Fine Arts and all those in life.
Then, I had a fun time trying to be a pro photographer. Now I know why photographers love to take picture. Especially when you take the candid ones, like they're so happy. (:3)
Then Alex Lee was freaking amazing with the drums. I swear.Before, if it's a band, whoever is playing the electric guitar is the most attractive for me. Now, I'm seriously watching Alex more than I watched MinHoo. He was so good. T T I wish I can play like that.
Then, Charles, Nikki and I went to Jollibee and talk about our usual shits.
Then, we saw Sir Lyle and they (Charles and him) had their own worlds so do Nikki and I. We talked about THINGS and it was so fun.
The last thing that made me happy before writing this entry is the jeepney sign saying,"Alabang Falengke." I started thinking of fink, furfle and vlue. HAHA.
Friday, April 24, 2015
Thursday, April 23, 2015
I want
I want so many things
I want
a Siamese cat again
iPad 4
Samsung phone?
Samsung laptop
Converse shoes
bottomless bag of chocolates?
cupcakes
pastries
trip to London
trip to wherever 5S0S is now
trip to the moon
trip to wherever Emma Watson is right now
Hogwarts?
my own pastries shop
Straight As
I WANT TO STUDY LITERATURE AND STUDY IN LA CORDON BLEU LONDON AND LIVE IN LONDON.
I WANT SO MANY THINGS IN LIFE andd, I'M A POOR PERSON. </3 I MUST STUDY.
I want
a Siamese cat again
iPad 4
Samsung phone?
Samsung laptop
Converse shoes
bottomless bag of chocolates?
cupcakes
pastries
trip to London
trip to wherever 5S0S is now
trip to the moon
trip to wherever Emma Watson is right now
Hogwarts?
my own pastries shop
Straight As
I WANT TO STUDY LITERATURE AND STUDY IN LA CORDON BLEU LONDON AND LIVE IN LONDON.
I WANT SO MANY THINGS IN LIFE andd, I'M A POOR PERSON. </3 I MUST STUDY.
Tuesday, April 7, 2015
Thursday, April 2, 2015
Broken Ending
WOOO. Nakaka stress pala magsulat nito. Next time, please remind me na wag gamitin ang sariling pangalan. Nakaka stress isipin sa sarili ko. Madami pa kong pangarap huhu. And I believe in no sex before marriage. Arayt. Last na to.
Athena's
It's the big day. My big day. In 4 hours, magsisimula na yon. I went to the bathroom and cleaned myself. I have to look really really and extra pretty. After, I wore my bathrobe muna. Mum knocked on the door. Yep. She flew all the way from Hong Kong for this day. Well, perks of being a bride, makaka request ng kahit ano.
Mum: Nak, they'll be here in some minutes. Get ready.
As if on cue, dumating na yung mga make up artist. Inayos na yung buhok ko. This is such a great day. After a few hours, sinuot ko na yung dress. Ang ganda. Sobrang ganda. It FITS ME PERFECTLY.
Make up Artist: Ang ganda ganda mo.
Me: Thank you.
Mum: Nak, andyan na yung bridal car.
Me: Okay. Bababa na po. :)
We arrived at the church and dahil dumating na ang bride, nagsimula na. Ansarap sa feeling, walking down the aisle and all that, lalo na kapag ikaw yung pinakahuling naglalakad, finale kumbaga. I stared at the people who were wearing white and blue, my personal choice of motif. I stared at the flowers that I, and the flower girls were holding, red roses. Red, color of love. I saw the groom, near the altar.
"Athena," he whispered.
"Take care of her Liam. Take care of her," I replied. That's my duty right? As a maid of honor, I have to make sure that she will be alright. And as if on cue, the church door opened and it exposed her. The bride. My bestfriend. Myra.
They exhanged vows and the kiss, was perfect. Vows that I practiced a billion times before. Dapat ako yon. Ako yung bride. Ako yung nangangako, pero bakit, bakit yung pangako, napako?
We're here na sa reception. And the bride and the groom are dancing. She's smiling. i can't read what kind of smile. Winning? Idk. After some time, nagpahinga na sila.
I walked to the garden and,
Niall: What the fuck Myra? What the fuck. I was willing to take you.
Myra: Hah. Too late Niall. Too late. I had to do something. The baby's growing and what am I supposed to tell my parents? Disappoint them? So I knew, I had to do something.
And I went to her,
Me: Myra? Myra ano yon? Bakit , bakit ganon?
Myra: Hah sorry.
Me: Putangina Myra. Putangina. SORRY?
Myra: Sorry. Kailangan ako ng anak ko Besh.
Me: Pero bakit ako? Bakit kami? Bakit, bakit yung buhok ko?
Myra: Cause, it's perfect. A perferct woman, perfect man, perfect. Perfect to be ruined.
Athena: Fuck Myra. Fuck.Bakit akoooo?
Myra: Ganon talaga. Once, it was perfect, twice it's broken.
TAPOS NAAAAAAAAAA. :3
Athena's
It's the big day. My big day. In 4 hours, magsisimula na yon. I went to the bathroom and cleaned myself. I have to look really really and extra pretty. After, I wore my bathrobe muna. Mum knocked on the door. Yep. She flew all the way from Hong Kong for this day. Well, perks of being a bride, makaka request ng kahit ano.
Mum: Nak, they'll be here in some minutes. Get ready.
As if on cue, dumating na yung mga make up artist. Inayos na yung buhok ko. This is such a great day. After a few hours, sinuot ko na yung dress. Ang ganda. Sobrang ganda. It FITS ME PERFECTLY.
Make up Artist: Ang ganda ganda mo.
Me: Thank you.
Mum: Nak, andyan na yung bridal car.
Me: Okay. Bababa na po. :)
We arrived at the church and dahil dumating na ang bride, nagsimula na. Ansarap sa feeling, walking down the aisle and all that, lalo na kapag ikaw yung pinakahuling naglalakad, finale kumbaga. I stared at the people who were wearing white and blue, my personal choice of motif. I stared at the flowers that I, and the flower girls were holding, red roses. Red, color of love. I saw the groom, near the altar.
"Athena," he whispered.
"Take care of her Liam. Take care of her," I replied. That's my duty right? As a maid of honor, I have to make sure that she will be alright. And as if on cue, the church door opened and it exposed her. The bride. My bestfriend. Myra.
They exhanged vows and the kiss, was perfect. Vows that I practiced a billion times before. Dapat ako yon. Ako yung bride. Ako yung nangangako, pero bakit, bakit yung pangako, napako?
We're here na sa reception. And the bride and the groom are dancing. She's smiling. i can't read what kind of smile. Winning? Idk. After some time, nagpahinga na sila.
I walked to the garden and,
Niall: What the fuck Myra? What the fuck. I was willing to take you.
Myra: Hah. Too late Niall. Too late. I had to do something. The baby's growing and what am I supposed to tell my parents? Disappoint them? So I knew, I had to do something.
And I went to her,
Me: Myra? Myra ano yon? Bakit , bakit ganon?
Myra: Hah sorry.
Me: Putangina Myra. Putangina. SORRY?
Myra: Sorry. Kailangan ako ng anak ko Besh.
Me: Pero bakit ako? Bakit kami? Bakit, bakit yung buhok ko?
Myra: Cause, it's perfect. A perferct woman, perfect man, perfect. Perfect to be ruined.
Athena: Fuck Myra. Fuck.Bakit akoooo?
Myra: Ganon talaga. Once, it was perfect, twice it's broken.
TAPOS NAAAAAAAAAA. :3
Broken (5)
NALOLOKA AKO SA PINAGAGAGAWA KO. Buntisin daw ba ang sarili? Jusko.
Athena's
Myra: I'm pregnant.
Me: Hah? E-edi tapos na bachelor days ni Niall.
Myra: H-hindi si Niall yung ama.
Me: ANO? Who, then?
Myra: S-si Liam.
Me: What the fuck? Stop the joke Besh.
Myra: I am not joking. We've been doing this for, for quite a long time. Besh, besh sorry.
Me: No. No.
Myra: Sorry. Kung, kung gusto mo, I'll go to the Philippines and-
Me: No no. You're so, you're so young and naive. L-Lia-Liam took advantage, didn't he?
Myra: A-a-y-yes. Kind of. But no I mean.
Me: H-he'll m-marry you.
Myra: B-but h-he's yours.
Me: I'm willing to d-drop the engagement for you.
Myra: B-but.
Me: No.
I walked out with only one destination in my mind, the studio.
Liam: Heeeyy babe! We're free today. Do you?
Me: Let's talk.
Liam: We, are, nott, talking?
Me: Outside.
Harry: I smell trouble trouble.
Lou: I knew you were trouble when you walked innn, shame on me nooww.
Harry: Oh shut up.
Niall: Thena, what's wrong?
Me: Every fcking thing.
Liam: Babe? What's wrong?
Tears started falling.
Me: You had, you had sex with Myra. (Fck, Nag isip ako kung isusulat ko tong sentence na to.GanFic is GenFic.)
I said more of a statement than a question.
Liam: B-babe. Ath-athena. It's not like.
Me: Did you, have sex with my bestfriend?
Liam: Athena..
Me: Answer the goddamned question. DID. YOU. HAVE. SEX. WITH. MY. BESTFRIEND?
Liam: Y-yes. B-but..
Me: She's pregnant.
Liam: WHAT? That's impossible. We did it last...
Me: Ohh. So you keep track? Woah. I'm impressed.
Liam: Babe.
Me: Marry her.
Liam: What? No!
Me: I said, marry her. Or we'll call her parents in the Philippines. Or we'll make an issue about you molesting someone. I think, your band mates wouldn't like that.
Liam: No, oh god. I told you, I hate changing plans.
Me: You should've thought of that before..
Liam: No. No.
Me: I'm a journalist Liam. You know I can,
Liam: Oh fine! I'll marry her. But Athena, I- I love you so much.
Me: You fcked my bestfriend, face the fcking consequences.
Athena's
Myra: I'm pregnant.
Me: Hah? E-edi tapos na bachelor days ni Niall.
Myra: H-hindi si Niall yung ama.
Me: ANO? Who, then?
Myra: S-si Liam.
Me: What the fuck? Stop the joke Besh.
Myra: I am not joking. We've been doing this for, for quite a long time. Besh, besh sorry.
Me: No. No.
Myra: Sorry. Kung, kung gusto mo, I'll go to the Philippines and-
Me: No no. You're so, you're so young and naive. L-Lia-Liam took advantage, didn't he?
Myra: A-a-y-yes. Kind of. But no I mean.
Me: H-he'll m-marry you.
Myra: B-but h-he's yours.
Me: I'm willing to d-drop the engagement for you.
Myra: B-but.
Me: No.
I walked out with only one destination in my mind, the studio.
Liam: Heeeyy babe! We're free today. Do you?
Me: Let's talk.
Liam: We, are, nott, talking?
Me: Outside.
Harry: I smell trouble trouble.
Lou: I knew you were trouble when you walked innn, shame on me nooww.
Harry: Oh shut up.
Niall: Thena, what's wrong?
Me: Every fcking thing.
Liam: Babe? What's wrong?
Tears started falling.
Me: You had, you had sex with Myra. (Fck, Nag isip ako kung isusulat ko tong sentence na to.GanFic is GenFic.)
I said more of a statement than a question.
Liam: B-babe. Ath-athena. It's not like.
Me: Did you, have sex with my bestfriend?
Liam: Athena..
Me: Answer the goddamned question. DID. YOU. HAVE. SEX. WITH. MY. BESTFRIEND?
Liam: Y-yes. B-but..
Me: She's pregnant.
Liam: WHAT? That's impossible. We did it last...
Me: Ohh. So you keep track? Woah. I'm impressed.
Liam: Babe.
Me: Marry her.
Liam: What? No!
Me: I said, marry her. Or we'll call her parents in the Philippines. Or we'll make an issue about you molesting someone. I think, your band mates wouldn't like that.
Liam: No, oh god. I told you, I hate changing plans.
Me: You should've thought of that before..
Liam: No. No.
Me: I'm a journalist Liam. You know I can,
Liam: Oh fine! I'll marry her. But Athena, I- I love you so much.
Me: You fcked my bestfriend, face the fcking consequences.
Broken (4)
Wednesday^^
I tried to call Myra again and finally, she picked up.
Me: Myra?
Myra: Ohhrrgy, hirr dirrr Liammmm? Jowawersszx ng shuper juper blessedn khong beshieeee. Hawww arrr yuuu?
Me: Where are you? You're drunk. Hey. Ugh.
She hung up. I tried calling her again but it kept on ringing. I have to look for her. Athena's gonna kill me. We just patched things up this morning and she said to take care of her best friend. She'll kill me.
Thursday Night^^
Im here in front of Myra and Athena's flat and I have to talk to Myra.
*knock*knock*
Myra: Ohhh. Hell-o there.
Liam: Myra look. What happened last night was, was a mistake. Okay? A Mistake. A drunken Mistake.
Myra: Okayy?
Liam: You're not gonna tell Athena..
Myra: I'm not. But I trust enough to tell it to her. She deserves to know the truth, from you.
She closed the door in front of me. This is getting harder than I thought.
Fridayy^^
Athena's
Athena: Babe, I'm here alreaddyyy.
Liam: Ohgod. Thank you. I'm near the airport already.
Athena: Alright. Waitin'
I saw Liam approaching wearing those jeans (Athena, THOSE JEANS. Dang) , shirt, shades and cap. Well, mag ganyan naman sya, paparazzi can smell wherever they are.
Liam: Babe, let's get outta her. I missed youuu.
He hugged me and hugged him back.
Me: Excited much?
Liam: Too damn much.
Me: Wait, have you talked to Myra. She haven't called me or contacted.
Liam: Uhmm, I don't know. She's not, I mean, not going in the studio. Let's go in This Restaurant.
Me: Ohsure.
Me: BEBBB1 I'm homee naaa. Hallo?
I saw Myra walked out of her room with bloodshot eyes.
Me: Girl, Besh. What happened?
Myra: Besh sorry. Sorrryyy.
She kept on saying sorry while I hugged her.
Myra: Sorrry Besh. Sorrryy. Sorry.
Me: Bakit ha? Why? Anong nangyare?
Myra: I'm pregnant.
I tried to call Myra again and finally, she picked up.
Me: Myra?
Myra: Ohhrrgy, hirr dirrr Liammmm? Jowawersszx ng shuper juper blessedn khong beshieeee. Hawww arrr yuuu?
Me: Where are you? You're drunk. Hey. Ugh.
She hung up. I tried calling her again but it kept on ringing. I have to look for her. Athena's gonna kill me. We just patched things up this morning and she said to take care of her best friend. She'll kill me.
Thursday Night^^
Im here in front of Myra and Athena's flat and I have to talk to Myra.
*knock*knock*
Myra: Ohhh. Hell-o there.
Liam: Myra look. What happened last night was, was a mistake. Okay? A Mistake. A drunken Mistake.
Myra: Okayy?
Liam: You're not gonna tell Athena..
Myra: I'm not. But I trust enough to tell it to her. She deserves to know the truth, from you.
She closed the door in front of me. This is getting harder than I thought.
Fridayy^^
Athena's
Athena: Babe, I'm here alreaddyyy.
Liam: Ohgod. Thank you. I'm near the airport already.
Athena: Alright. Waitin'
I saw Liam approaching wearing those jeans (Athena, THOSE JEANS. Dang) , shirt, shades and cap. Well, mag ganyan naman sya, paparazzi can smell wherever they are.
Liam: Babe, let's get outta her. I missed youuu.
He hugged me and hugged him back.
Me: Excited much?
Liam: Too damn much.
Me: Wait, have you talked to Myra. She haven't called me or contacted.
Liam: Uhmm, I don't know. She's not, I mean, not going in the studio. Let's go in This Restaurant.
Me: Ohsure.
Me: BEBBB1 I'm homee naaa. Hallo?
I saw Myra walked out of her room with bloodshot eyes.
Me: Girl, Besh. What happened?
Myra: Besh sorry. Sorrryyy.
She kept on saying sorry while I hugged her.
Myra: Sorrry Besh. Sorrryy. Sorry.
Me: Bakit ha? Why? Anong nangyare?
Myra: I'm pregnant.
Broken (3)
Me: Myra?
Myra: Uhm yea? Liam? *sniff*
ME: Wait, are you okay?
Myra: What do you mean, am I okay? Of course I am. Are YOU okay?
Me: I am not.
Myra. What happened to Besh?
Me: Can we just, see each other? I mean, I can't really talk about this over phone.
Myra: Uhm, sure? Where are you?
Me: We're sleepin here in the studio soo....
Myra: Okay. Be there in 10 minutes
And she hung up.
Why can't Babe be like that? It's obvious that she isn't okay but willing to help me still. Why can't ugh. Stop it Liam. Stop comparing.
And I saw Myra walking inside the studio wearing coat and boots and her hair filled with snow.
Liam: It's snowing already?
Myra: Yea. Seems like the weather is with you.
Liam: Huh?
Myra: *chuckles* Nevermind. So what happened?
I sat on the couch near the instruments and she sat down opposite to me.
Myra: Where's Harry and Lou?
Liam; Uhm, they're asleep.
Myra: Uhmmm soo?
Liam: She won't come back till Friday?
Myra: JUST THAT?!
Liam: What do you mean just that?
Myra: I mean, you're acting like someone died JUST BECAUSE SHE EXTENDED?!
Liam: BUT I MISS HER, OKAY? I. MISS. HER.
Myra: Fck Dat. She needs to work, Liam!
Harry:*shouting*Hey youu twooo! Do you need anything? 911? Let me get some sleep guys? Pleaseee?
Niall comes out of his room.
Liam: Bro.
Niall: *looks at me* Hey. *looks at Myra* Myra?
Myra: *smiles lopsidedly* Sorry Liam. I must go now. Just, think of her, okay? Understand. Patience.
Myra walked away and I tried to run after her. I saw her crying and I hugged her.
Me: Are you okay?
She pulled away from our hug.
Myra: Bakit kasi, sa kanya pa? Mas gusto ko pang pag agawan ka na lang namin ni Besh. Liam, nan gwaenchanh-a.
And she walked away. I turned back and saw Niall approaching.
Me: Man, what was that?
Niall: I don't know bruh. I'm, I'm too fcked up.
Myra: Uhm yea? Liam? *sniff*
ME: Wait, are you okay?
Myra: What do you mean, am I okay? Of course I am. Are YOU okay?
Me: I am not.
Myra. What happened to Besh?
Me: Can we just, see each other? I mean, I can't really talk about this over phone.
Myra: Uhm, sure? Where are you?
Me: We're sleepin here in the studio soo....
Myra: Okay. Be there in 10 minutes
And she hung up.
Why can't Babe be like that? It's obvious that she isn't okay but willing to help me still. Why can't ugh. Stop it Liam. Stop comparing.
And I saw Myra walking inside the studio wearing coat and boots and her hair filled with snow.
Liam: It's snowing already?
Myra: Yea. Seems like the weather is with you.
Liam: Huh?
Myra: *chuckles* Nevermind. So what happened?
I sat on the couch near the instruments and she sat down opposite to me.
Myra: Where's Harry and Lou?
Liam; Uhm, they're asleep.
Myra: Uhmmm soo?
Liam: She won't come back till Friday?
Myra: JUST THAT?!
Liam: What do you mean just that?
Myra: I mean, you're acting like someone died JUST BECAUSE SHE EXTENDED?!
Liam: BUT I MISS HER, OKAY? I. MISS. HER.
Myra: Fck Dat. She needs to work, Liam!
Harry:*shouting*Hey youu twooo! Do you need anything? 911? Let me get some sleep guys? Pleaseee?
Niall comes out of his room.
Liam: Bro.
Niall: *looks at me* Hey. *looks at Myra* Myra?
Myra: *smiles lopsidedly* Sorry Liam. I must go now. Just, think of her, okay? Understand. Patience.
Myra walked away and I tried to run after her. I saw her crying and I hugged her.
Me: Are you okay?
She pulled away from our hug.
Myra: Bakit kasi, sa kanya pa? Mas gusto ko pang pag agawan ka na lang namin ni Besh. Liam, nan gwaenchanh-a.
And she walked away. I turned back and saw Niall approaching.
Me: Man, what was that?
Niall: I don't know bruh. I'm, I'm too fcked up.
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