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School should be cool, not stressful.

This blog has been dead for so long. And, and now, I'm bringing its life back. Djk. Srsly, I just want to rant about stuff. It's just the 3rd week and I'm so stressed with school already. Like srsly? My gosh. I thought school was a place to study, not a place where you'd crack your brains, over use your body and cry your hearts out. Okay, bye. XD

Family Marks

I fell in love with a star.

It died.

I fell in love with a bird.

It flew.

I fell in love with a horse shoe.

It broke.

I fell in love with a torch.

It dampened.

But I fell in love with Jace,

It lasted. 

Never Enough

She stares at you

You stare back

You see nothing but her beautiful eyes

You can't see how sad she is

Maybe because, she isn't sad enough

And maybe that's why she's sad

Because she's never enough. 

Alam Nating Pareho: One Shot

Ako's POV (Akiko)

I want to die. Gusto ko nang mamatay. In other words, suicidal stage ako. Hindi ko alam kung bakit. Minsan, gusto ko na lang wakasan ang buhay ko, misan naman, nanghihinayang. Patuloy lang ako sa paglalakad sa walang katapusang side walk. Ganon talaga. Walang jeep e. Magpabangga kaya ako? Kaso hindi sure death yon. Mamaya, mabuhay pa ko. Gastos pa ng Nanay ko hospital. Okay lang naman maglakad, basta wag lang umulan. As if on cue, umuulan na nga. Baka siguro ganon ang utak ng tao. Kung ano ang iniisip mo, yun ang mangyayari. May kilala akong ganon mag isip e. Ganon daw. Theory, ewan ko dun. Pilit kong kinakapa ang payong sa bag ko. Tanga lang? Kakapa ng bagay na wala? Ha-ha. Sinasalo ko ba ang kamalasan ngayon araw? Pwede na kong maggawa ng Basang Basa Sa Ulan MV. Pero, bakit ko pa kailangan magpakamatay e feeling ko, malapit na rin nama ako. I know, it's very soon. I can feel the twitching of my heart. It's like, it's breaking into two. And yet, the pieces are being pressed together. Fck. Not now, hindi sa ilalim ng ulan. Magmumuka akong maputlang bangkay. No. I waited for some minutes and the twitching was gone. I started coughing endlessly. At hinayaan ko lang. Titigil din naman. Minsan ko ng ni search kung ano bang tawag don. Nakalimutan ko na nga e. Tss. Kung mamatay, mamatay. Actually, bukod don, wala namang kasama sama sa buhay ko. Kumpleto pamilya ko. Nakakakain ng 3 beses sa isang araw. Ganon ganon. But, I just feel so tired. Marami ring nagmamahal sakin. At ayan, tumigil na ang ulan. Sa halip na dumiretso sa kanto papunta samin, lumihis ako ng daan. Papunta ako sa aking "haven." At narating ko na nga ito. I can see the endless pit down there. Now. Magpapakamatay ba ako ngayon or ipagpapabukas ko muna? Magpapaalam ba muna ako sa kanila? Particularly, sa KANYA. Sa kaisa isang taong alam kong, kahit anong mangyari, would never let me down. Will I get this done and give up on life or continue living for others? Masaya ako sa desisyon ko, na alam nating pareho kung ano.

Ming Ming

As of this momen, may sakit talaga ako huhu. I think it was because I was so high during the party and despite of being tired na, walked until Alabang. Inwas half sleeping when Inarrived home and chatted for some time and drifted off to sleep. Now that I'm awake, I still have my ID on, my wristwatch with me and the rubber shoes. Freak. I'm soo sick.

One of The Things I Can Never Be Good At

Editing is so not for me. I just had to make thesefor our Computer quiz. Searched for a girl emote-ing then put her on that sea background. The other one is autumn in NY then put Zayn Malik there as if welcoming whoever is going there with a sign I got from the net.