Suffocated 

That's how it feels

Drowning

Drowning with fears

I don't what to do

If I give it a try

I won't be happy

But, that will make everyone happy

And when everyone's happy,

I should be happy too

Shouldn't I? 

No, I do 't know what to do

And yet, I don't know what repercussions I'll have to face

They're just there

Waiting for my decision

And still, I'm undecided.

Care to help?