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Pain isn't felt in a burst of glory or dramatically like in the damn movies. The problem with pain is that it demands to be felt, and when you feel it, it's a sharp and quick pain. But pain also serves as a reminder of living, not a side effect of dying. So the question posed is, which pain would you choose to see?

-Blanco, 2014

What my other brother said here was I bet, related to the famous book or movie of John Green which was The Fault In Our Stars. It was about Hazel who has cancer and then she falls in love with Augustus who was a cancer survivor. Expecting that Hazel would die, it was the other way around. Gus died because his sickness went back. It was a tragic one and tragic ending always had that appeal to me. As what I've said before, it's the beauty of tragedy.  Because of it's tragic ending, you won't be able to forget about it. It's the same with Titanic. Others would judge the story but who cares. Effyou. I like it, you don't go to hell. We have different opinions. You could tell someone your opinion but you can't force them to be in the same side you are. You can't call them as close minded people, it's just that, it's freedom of expression. As long as you're not meddling with others'; freedom, you can go to hell for all they care. And. So, yeah. Wait, wait, what? What am I talking about. Yeah, what? Nah. Nvm. Nightyyyyy. ^^

-QuuenBeetch-

Sensitivity Attracts Negativity

Tangina. Sabi ko sa inyo wag nyong gagalitin ang masayahing tao. Pakshet, gago ako kung gago, alam ko mali ko, pero sana naman, marunong kayong makiramdam. Consider others' feelings din, uso yun. Marunong akong ngumiti sa joke pero sana, wag nyo kong pinupuno. Hindi dahil nung nakaraan okay lang sakin, okay lang din sakin ngayon. Hindi dahil tinatawanan ko lang yan noon, lalabas pa esophagus ko sa kakatawa ngayon. I know my mistakes, I learn from them. Sana naman, wag ng ipagduldulan sa muka ko na madami akong katangahan na ginawa noon. I'm not perfect. Hindi din ako guidance counselor na pupuntahan mo lang kapag may problema ka. Tapos kapag ako may problema, pagtatawanan pa? Walang bastusan dre. Ang masakit pa, sasabihin sayo na wala namang true friend. Halllloooo? Andito ako. So sa pagiging guidance counselor, unan, punching bag, NGANGA LANG AKO. It's not that I'm expecting something, pero sana, understand that there are people who are sensitive. Too sensitive that they notice even the littlest things and react on them eventually. 

-QueenBeetch- 

The Beauty of Tragedy

This is a short one. Really short

Why can't we forget those tragic love stories? That even though Romeo and Juliet killed themselves, they were remarkable? And all those cliche love stories which had a happy ending, why is that, we forget them easily?

Romeo and Juliet. It's old and yet, we still remember it when Shakespeare's name is mentioned.
Just about months ago, The Fault In Our Stars. But people who read and/or watched it can still clearly remember things. How tragic the story was.
Maybe because that's the beauty of tragic endings... It hurts so much and we're affected too much that we won't be able to forget it or unless you slam your head on the door. 

The Hole That Sank The Great Ship

Lately, napag uusapan ang prom. Unconsciously man or sadya, napag uusapan. One time, nag uusap sina RC, Athena, Jane and Joel about prom partners. Then, Roda and I were dancing like crazy saying that the dance would be our dance for prom. Then just this afternoon, Roda and I passed by this boutique in the mall and I told her,"Buy something for Prom from there since their gowns are nice." 

Well, actually. Hindi ko sya feel. Nung bata ako, pinangarap ko ma punta sa mga balls and gatherings like that katulad sa mga libro pero ngayon, nah. I'm too childish for it. Siguro, if I'll go, it's just because we will have a project if we don't go, or I just want to see people's dresses and their dancing stuff. First of all, the dress. I don't fit in that kind of clothing. I'm better of with sweatpants and loose shirt so I'll look weird if I'm wearing something like that. And I don't feel like going with someone. That's one thing that ruins the night, the partner. Yes, it would be great for couples but not for those who were, I don't know. If it's okay not to have a partner, it's better. If it's needed, better not go or I'll go with someone I'm comfortable with. It's okay if I'll ask him, it's not that I'm swallowing my pride like what other girls says since it's not like I want to be their partner. Pag kasi hindi ka comfortable sa partner mo, para kang shunga. Yung whole night mo, sira dahil lang sa partner mo. Isang maliit na bagay, naapektuhan lahat.

HashtagReadBetweenTheLines

Questions

Nagbabalik ako mga friends and familiessss!

Question for today:

-Why is it hard to fall out of love when falling in love is easy?

Chaka ng tanong mo friend. Ang dali dali. ^^ Well, if falling out of love is as easy as falling in love, then where's the fun in it? That's something about love, (based from books and other references kasi wala pa naman akong experience) when you fall, you fall. Hindi yan parang itutulak ka sa bangin at pag walang sumalo sayo dun, sasabihin mo na joke lang, aakyat ka na ulit. If ganun lang kadali yun, edi wala ng heartbroken. Wala ng umiiyak dala ng totoong love at dala ng malanding panahon diba?

Dyan pumapasok ang over due na tanong na:

-Why do we have to love?

It's not a must. It's inevitable. 
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I JUST MADE THE WORST MISTAKE IN MY ENTIRE LIFEEEE.
NAKALIMUTAN KO NA ANNIVERSARY NG PARENTS KO. ANAKNANG. TT TT. Ako pa naman yung laging expected sa bahay na may mga ka ek-ekan boom boom chuva. Lahat kasi ng occasion, tanda ko. Pati birthday ng kapitbahay, memorize ko. Ultimo birthday ni Rizal, ipaghahanda ko pa yan ng brownies. Bakit ba? Pambasang bayani kaya. ^^ Pero fudgggggeee. PANO KO NAKALIMUTAN???!!!

Well, kwento ko na lang love story ng parents ko. Kung titingnan mo sya at gagawing book. Eto yung cliche na love story. Si Ms. Bread Winner at si Mr. Walang Pakealam sa Life.
My mom is the second daughter sa magkakapatid. She had to stop studying for a year to give way sa tita ko which is older than her or the panganay. Then, since nagstop sya ng 1 year, naiwan na sya sa lessons. And matalino si Nanay, (fudge, ako lang bobo sa pameleeyyy), imbis na 1st year sya since dapat 2nd year na kaso nag stop, na accelerate sya sa 4th year, diretso graduate. Diba? Subrang ismartttttt.  Na perpek nya ata exam nun. Grabe. HUHUHUHU. I feel so bobs. Then, kahit nakatapos na sya ng highschool, hindi kami rits ano. So, nagpunta sya sa Manila, nag work sya sa matanda na nakilala nya which is my Dad's godmother and they had this love story. Ang eksena pa neto, ayaw ni Lola kay Nanay. kase nga, madaming babae si Padir, and eksena, may mga teacher, nurse and chinelyn chuva ang trabaho. Dao Ming Zi? San Cai? Kayo ba yan? XD Si Nanay, wala naman siyang profession pero iba ang padir. Knight in the shining armour ang peg ni Pudra. Ayon, nag marry marry sila. Kaya kapag nauungkat yung issue na ayaw ni Lola kay Nanay, sasabihin ko ang famous line na,"La, wala ka sanang magandang apo like me kung di si Nanay ang napangasawa diba?" HARHAR. Well, now, you can't blame me for believing sa mga ganung love stories sa books kasi kung sariling parents ko, ganun yung story, aarte pa diba? 

Kanina, na migay ako ng crinkles. May nagsabi sakin, masarap daw. WAAAAWWWW. '3' Di ko alam kung joke o ano, pero magdadala ulit ako ng crinkles bukas. ^O^

For All The Wrong Reasons

People asked me, why I wrote a letter. Their guesses where that I'm dying ^^ or I'm transferring. If I'd die, mag papaka senti pa ba ako? Yoko nga ng mga ganyan pag madi-deads noh. If mag t-transfer ako, edi sana naglupasay na ko noh. I don't like transferring schools, it sucks. Kaya actually, nagsulat ako kasi, i just felt like it. Cause these days, I feel so useless. My parents, they are always supporting me on whatever I want or do. Nandyan sila palagi as well as my siblings, pero mag nagawa na ba ako para sa kanila? Isang malaking wala. Kahit wala silang pinaparamdam o sinasabi, I'm being paranoid that I'm so useless. I thought, my purpose in life is to make people happy. Pero these days, discovering my friends' problems, I feel so useless. Akala ko dati, joke lang, okay na, magiging masaya sila. Seeing Roda's problems, sabi ko, anong purpose ko? Diba magpasaya? Pero bakit ang shunga shunga ko na hindi ko siya kayang pasayahin at kahit minsan, maipalimot man lang sa kanya yung problems nya? Si Athena at si Nikki, they've got some problems too. Pero ano bang nagawa ko? Nakikinig ba ako? Hindi. Kasi, ang selfish ko. Hindi ko sila pinapakinggan. Si Jane, my purpose is to make her happy hangga't hindi pa sila nagkakabati ni Nikki. Pero her laugh when she's with me and her laugh kapag ibang tao kasama nya, it's too different. Tipong, 95% yung kayang ibigay na saya ng iba sa kanya, 15% or less lang yung kaya ko. Bakit hindi ko kaya? Si Charles, ang purpose ko is tulungan sya sa mga responsibilities nya pero I'm too lazy to do stuff. Si Joel, ang purpose ko in his life is to listen to his problems pero anong ginagawa ko? I just judge him. Si Mathew, my purpose is suportahan sya sa mga pinaggagawa gawa nya pero minsan, I just ignore his improvements. Si RC, my purpose is to make him feel na kahit awayin ko sya palagi, I'm a friend na masasabihan nya ng problems pero hindi ko sya kayang gawin properly. Like, what the hell? I'm so useless. What's my purpose pa kung yung dapat na ginagawa ko, I can't do it properly or I'm not stretching that far yet rather. So I gave out letters kasi, I just felt like it. To tell people that my purpose is to love them but I just can't do it properly. Gets? If not, good for you. ^^

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Your dominant intelligence is the verbal-linguistic intelligence. This means you have well-developed verbal skills and vocabulary and are sensitive to the sounds, meanings, and rhythms of words. You always notice grammatical mistakes when reading or writing something, and tend to think of appropriate solutions. You most likely have (or want) and book collection, and maybe even a collection of quotes and sayings that you remembered over the years. You enjoy puns, rhymes, riddles, and word games. You probably enjoyed English class. You enjoy reading, writing, and foreign languages.
Some jobs that suit the verbal-linguistic intelligence type are:
-Writer
-Lawyer
-Editor
-Public speaker
-Novelist
-Journalist
-Comedian
-Philosopher
-Psychotherapist
-Politician
-Teacher
-Actor

Halloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. That said things are actually true, I guess? Haha. Well I'll share a some facts about myself. I really love books. I'd rather read a book than go shopping and doing the girls thing. My sisters would tell me why don't I try wearing those skimpy shorts and skirts and racer back shirts and stuff. One thing, I don't like 'em. I'm not being maarte. It's just that, I'm comfortable with my sweatpants on, with a cup of coffee, a book on my hand, curled on the couch. I love books cause once I open one, I could escape from the reality. I could escape from problems. I love Harry Potter so much cause it made me believe in magic. You're never too old to believe in magic. Some would say that it's crazy and that they hate reading and that books are boring but, do I look like I care? My imagination works well through books. My love for English? It owe it to those books. I could finish 2 books in a day if I have nothing else to do. i could go straight 12 hours, no stretching or standing, just reading. Well, if I have problems, they make me think that it's so far from me. That they'll never ever get near to me. 

Aside from my family, friends are so important to me. I could catch a bullet for a friend, sounds crazy right? I don't know. I just can't stop myself from loving friends. Even though the friend is lying, or using, or backstabbing, or irritated, or annoyed to me, I'll love them no matter what. I can't help it. I can't hate them. I don't know how to hate people(except for myself.)

The craziest part of my bucket list is being my heart broken. I want something rare. Like, who is in the right mind of wanting their heart to be broken right? But, I just want it. I wanna feel it. Seems legit for having the Perks of Being a Hopeless Romantic right? I just wanna feel the so called IWANNADIE moment of broken people. 

Well, just that for today. ^^ I'm dead tirredddd. 

Truelaloo About Life: Basahin, Maraming Mapupulot na Aral

Mga ka-friendsssss! Nagbabalik na ang dyosaa. HAHAHAHAHA XD. Pinag hibernate ko na si Kambal na boring. 
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Theme: It's the veracity of life that there are people who's gonna love you, at the same time, there are people who are gonna hate. It's just up to you if you'll let them meddle with your affairs. 

Tanong ng ating caller:

Why are things so complicated?

-Naniniwala ako sa kasabihang, "Better late than honesty is the best anti-bullying." Charrr. Well, I believe that tayo din naman ang nagpapa complicate sa lahat ng bagay. If we want to make things simple, we can do so. We are the ones complicating things. We are the ones giving problems to oursleves. Tayo lahat ang gumagawa nyan. Narinig ko sabi kanina ni Rods, "Pain is inevitable but suffering is a choice." Well, true. Lahat ng bagay, dumadating yan. Lahat ng tao, dumadating sa buhay natin, tanggapin man natin o hindi, there would come a time na aalis sila. Ako, I can't say that I will stay with you forever cause I can actually die anytime. And ang pangyayaring yun, it's inevitable. Pero its your choice if you're going to let them ruin the rest of your life. 


Why am I not good enough?

-It depends. It dependots. Atelophobia yan teh. Fear of not being good enough. Well, sino ba may sabi? Ikaw, si someone? It's a lie, you know. Get a second opinion dude. It's not vanity. Hindi ka nabuhay sa mundong ito to live in someone else's standards. Ako, I don't care if people find me not good enough cause my aim is to cherish myself as who I am. Don't hesitate show the real you. Cause when you show who you really are, dyan lalabas yung totoong galing mo. Dyan mo makikita kung saan ka magaling. Don't worry. You're unique. Hindi mo na kailangan maging iba pa at mag adjust para sa iba. Really, kaya SMILE LANG. OK LANG YAN. It'll be okay. Sabi nga ni Dumbledore, "Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light." You should be happy, lagi akong nakabantay sa may switch. ;) In some cases, don't fake smiles. Sabi ulit kasi ni Dumbledore,"Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it." (Totoo Myra, nag aadvice sa sarili? Charotttt.) Let it go, ika nga. 


Why people blame other people for their problems?

-Hindi ako naghuhugas kamay pero I don't blam other people for my problems. Ako yun eh, problema ko. Pero, sabi nga ni Steve Mariboli,"Stop blaming outside circumstances for your inside chaos." Mas maraming tao ang matuto kung hindi sila masyadong busy sa pag de-deny ng mali nila. People blame their problems to others kasi hindi nila matanggap na may problema sila. They can't accept the fact sila din ang dahilan ng problemang yon. Dalawa lang yan kapag may problema tayo, we  can blame it on a lot of people or things or we could just admit that we were shit people. 




If you want to ask questions, don't worry, secret ang identity. Secret, walang clue. Harhar.

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Yes Myra. You asked for it. Now, there you have it. 

Geez. I wish I never wished for it. Fuuuuuu.

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AHUHUHU

Grabe si Roda. AHUHUHUHU TT TT
Hindi na ako nagtanda sa kakabukas ng mga blog entry mo. Lagi kong nakikita yang piktoyr na ganyan. 
Pag talaga ako Roda, nakatulog at hindi na nagising:

MGA KAPATID, KAPAMILYA, KAPUSO, KABARKADA, SI RODALYN GASID ANG SISIHIN.

PS. Roda, nakalimutan mo na bang lagi akong binabangungot? AHUHUHUHU TT TT 
Andd, sa neks entry malalaman na may past pala kayo ni KiFu. Sorry, nadadamay ka. Ginagantihan ko lang si Keith eh. WAHAHAHAHA. Wag ka na lang maging apekted at ituloy mo na lang ang lab story ng BerThena. Anyways, hindi naman kayo magkakabalikan ni Keith anddddd, sa next next entry ko, exitchina boom bells na si KiFu.
Teka, bakit ko sinasabi? Me is so shunga, eh di nalaman nyo na. Kagagahan Myra. Kagagahan. 

Bored.

I'm bored. And what do I do when I'm bored?




I EATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
I opened the fridge and saw a pack of Tostitos and a jar of Tostitos Salsa. So then, I'm eating.


Bow. 

The Reunion 2.0

Dahil natatamad na ako sa pags-ship ng peoplets, lok at dis. And, I'm trying to connect my story to Roda's para di kayo maguluhan. Hallo? HALLO. And, eto yung prequel. Kay Roda, si Kenny at Nikki diba? Dito kasi nalaman ni Nikkibells na gusto sya ni Kennybells. Bago maging sila, KenDalyn Feels muna na totoo naman sa real life. ;) Kay Roda, si Athena and Bernard, pero si Mathew muna naging ex ni Athena. Nanglalaki sya ng makita nya si Bernard. At ang nakakajirits, single pa ako dito. Dun, single mom. Yung totoo diba? Dun kay Roda, hopia si Joel, dito, HOPIA pa din. ^^

And, gaya ng sabi ni Rodabells, since Reunion to. Marunong ng mag Filipino ang mga Korean peoplets.
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Ulan Bator, Mongolia

Myra: Halllo? Hallo ebriwannn! See? I'm not late anymore.
Oh, whyness is the atmosphere so gloooomyy?
Charles: *kadadating lang* Anong gloomy? Wag nyo ako dramahan. Sobra sobrang drama na kami Kendra sa new movie namin, ayoko na ng isa pang drama dito.
Myra: Yes, nakaka stress kaya. Sis, anong nangyari sa muka ng dalawang yan?
Nikki: Si Roda, ano kasi. Ah. Ah ano. Kasi.
Myra: Sis, uso banyo.
Nikki: Hindi kasi ano. Jane, ikaw na nga magsabi.
Jane: Why me? You tell.
Nikki: Ikaw na.
Jane: Sige. If you're not my bestfriend lang talaga. Roda and Kenny broke up.
Myra and Charles: HUWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT?
Myra: What happened?
Charles: This is tragedy. I have to tell this to Tita Charo so she can show it MMK. HUHUHU 
Myra: Oh Tom, you're always with Kenny, what happened?
Tom: Pinili ni Kenny yung army. 
Myra: *jaw drops* YANG TATAA?
Charles: Eh kay Cousin, anyare?
Lucy: Cousin mo, di mo alam nangyare?
Charles: Lucy, tinatanong?
Lucy: Yes Charles. Sinasagot na kita. Yes. 
Charles: Whatever. I'm busy dancing Zumba with Tita Kris.
RC: She's still dancing Zumba? I taught her how to do break dance.
Charles: Ngapala, nabanggit ni Tita Kris, jowa mo na daw sya?
RC: Yes, Kris and I are in a relationship.
Myra, Nikki, Charles, Jane, Tom and Lucy: *jaw drops*
Charles: Well, what happened to cousin?
Lucy: Athena and Mathew broke up.
Charles and Myra: HUWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT?
Myra: Charles, kapit ka. Magugunaw na ang mundo.
Charles; Yes friend. I know right.
Myra: Ang pinakanilalanggam na couple sa buong mundo, break na? Eh kulang na lang mahiya ang honey sa ka sweet-an nila ah.
Nikki: Nangbabae si Mathew.
Charles: Eh !"££$$%%^&*((*&^%%$$ pala yun eh!
Nikki: Kalma.

 Umupo ang lahat sa sofa kung saan nandun ang umiiyak na si Athena at Roda.

Myra: Rods, anyare?
Roda: H-hindi *hik* n-naman tala *hik* ga yung a-army *hik* ang d-dahi-lan eh.
Jane: Ikaw Tom ha. Mali mali info mo.
Roda: *tingin kay Nikki* I-ikaw *hik* p-pala g-gusto n-ya.
Nikki: AKO?!
Joel: My babe, my sunshine, my baby, my honeybunch, my buhay my life, AKIN KA LANG. *yakap kay Nikki*
Myra, Charles, Jane, Tom, Lucy: *face palms* Hopia 5eves.
Roda: O-o. I-ikaw daw a-ang g-gusto n-nya.
Myra: Sshhh. Tahan na Roda.
Roda: P-pero, okay lang. Love is ab-out sac-rifice. 
Charles: Couz, ikaw, anyare kay Mathew?
Athena: Hayop na Mathew yan. Assistant pala sya ni Criss Angel, di man lang sinabi sakin. Sana naka pag papicture ako. PERO HINDIIIII.
Jane: Anong kemberlu yan?
*everyone looks at Jane*
Jane: What? Natutunan ko kay Tom.
*everyone looks suspiciously at Tom*
Tom: *whistle*whistle*whistle* What you gonna do with that big fat butt?
Everyone: Whistle Whistle Whistle.
Lucy: I thought nambabae?
Athena: Tingin nyo magagawa yun ni Mathew babe? 
Charles: Eh anong real problem? Hindi naman kayo magb-break dahil lang kay Criss Angel diba diba?
Athena: Ako ang nanglalaki.
Roda: Legit?
Athena: Yep. Mami-meet nyo sya soon. Mathew and I are good friends. He's actually dating someone. Remember our school mate before? Destiny.
Nikki: Di kaya sya makasuhan na cradle snatcher nun?
Joel: Wag mo sila problemahin My babe, my sunshine, my baby, my honeybunch, my buhay my life. Ako kelan mo ako sasagutin?
Nikki: Pag may world peace na.
Charles: Brace yourself Joel, may gyera pa din sa Saudi. 
Athena and Roda: Hopia to the max.
Myra: Oh, well, wala naman palang problema eh. Lafang na tayo mga friendsisssssssss.

*After eating*
Charles: Friends, I'm going back na to Manila. Hinahantay na ako ni bestfriend Kendra. May practice kasi kami para sa Fashion Show ng Bench na The Covered Lie (Hindi na Naked Truth).
Myra: Bye guys. Sasabay na ako kay Charles. Charles pwede ba?
Charles: Okay, dun ka sa pakpak ng airplane. 
Myra and Charles: Byeeeee.
Nikki and Jane: We're going too. 
Joel: My babe, my sunshine, my baby, my honeybunch, my buhay my life, hintayin mo ko.
*sinipa ni Jane si Joel*
Tom and Lucy: We're going too.
Athena: How's business?
Tom: It's fine.
Roda: Business?
Lucy: Yes. Tosilogan.
Roda: Tosilogan?
Lucy: Name of our store. Tom plus Lucy, ToCy so we're selling Tosilogs.
Roda: Ahhh. Byeee.
Tom and Lucy: Byeee.
Athena: Sib, una na ako ha. Pupuntahan ko pa si Bernard. 
Roda: Bakit di mo pa sinabi sa kanila na si Bernard yun?
Athena: Eh kasi nga diba, ex ni Nikki si Bernard, baka ma hurt si Joel.
Roda: Eh diba nga close minded ka? Dapat hinayaan mo na lang.
Athena: HAHAHAHA. Oh well, bye Sib.
Roda: Bye.
*naiwan si Roda*
Roda: Hay nako Roda. Ang shunga shunga mo talaga. Bakit ka nagpaiwan? Yung totoo? 
*tumayo*
Roda: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Guy: Sorry Miss.
Roda: No- it's okay. 
Guy: Sorry Miss.
*natapunan pala si Roda ng juice.*
Guy: I'm really sorry Miss?
Roda: Rodalyn Gasid.
*napatingin si Guy*
Guy: Keith Barbarona. 
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Errr. ENEBEEE. Bumabalik yung feels ko sa KeiLyn ehh.
(KeiLyn Feels)
(JoKKi Feels)
(BerThena Feels)
(ChaCy Feels)
(ToCy Feels)
(KeKki Feels)

UST Files

Alam nyo yung feeling na naiimbyerns ka sa lovelife ng iba? Yung kahit anong comment at advice mo, ikaw naman NGANGA. 
Yan ang feels ko ngayon while nagbabasa ng UST Files mga ka friendship. 
Ano nga bang nakukuha sa UST Files? Wala masyado. Nakakatuwa lang magbasa ng ka shungaan, kagagahan at kabaliwan ng tao for love life. Ang mean ko noh? Pero I'm thinking, mga taga UST yan, matalino eh bakit ganun? Usually College of Nursing pa yung degree program. Yung totoo? Pero oh well, wala naman akong pake. 
Basa din kayo if bored. UST Files on Facebook. ^^

Halusineysiyon

Ebriwan! May sakit pa din ang lola nyo kaya pagtyagaan nyo muna itong entry ni kambal. Kajirits to. Ka-boring pero mapagtyatyagaan na. WAHAHAHAHA. 
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Hello. Just so you know, Athena made an entry about hallucination and my twin asked me to write about it as well. She's really a copy cat sometimes but well, Athena is her idol so never mind.

Hallucination, I experience this thing almost everyday. It seems like someone is calling me when actually, no one is. I started experiencing this when I was around 6 or something. I was playing around my granma's garden and then I heard someone calling me. I started following the voice then I found myself in the forest already. (Legit. My granma lives near the forestry since it's in the province.) Then when I found myself in the forest, the calling stopped. It felt so creepy that the calling stopped so I went back home. After that day, I experience that thing everyday already. Sometimes, the calling gets louder especially when I'm going to sleep and it irritates me because it hurts my head. That's why I have the fear of being alone. Because every time I'm alone, That's when the voice gets louder and obviously, I hate it. Based from my research, it's disturbance and it's a mild hallucination. I also see movements on my peripheral vision when actually, no one is there. 

Also, I experience auditory hallucinations  where sometimes, the voice is telling me that I'm so good and USUALLY, the voice is telling me that I'm not good enough and that I will never be good enough. Also, during those times, it seems like someone is staring at my back. It seems like someone is always looking at time. The moment I'm writing this, I'm experiencing it actually. Geez. It won't stop and it's creepy. I always experience that when I'm reviewing or right now where I'm watching a movie and busy. 

You can tell me that I'm crazy or something but who's crazier? Me or my twin?
;) 

Hallo??????????????????????

Mga prindsssssssss. Sobrang sakit na ng ulo ko pero I can't help but to share. 

1. I ate Leche Flan. It's my favorite but then I itch after eating eat. Walang problema, masarap eh.

2. While eating, my dad was like, 
Dad: Kung magaling ka talaga sa English, translate mo to.
Me: Game.
Dad: What do you think of me? Eating just just in the point point?
Me: *poker face* Whutttttttttt? Grammar please. Sirit.
Dad: Anong palagay mo sakin? Kumakain basta basta sa turo-turo?
Me: Yea right. Push mo yan Tay. Pushhhhh.

3. Nay: Hindi naman masyadong maganda girlfriend ni Jake Cuenca.
Me: Bagay sila. Di naman gwapo si Jake eh. Ang hindi ko matanggap ay yung girlfriend ni Enchong. Hindi sya msayado maganda.
Tay: Gwapo ba si Enchong?
Nay: Mas gusto ko si Enchong kesa kay Jake pero mas gwapo ka kay Enchong. *referring to Dad*
Me: *poker face* *walks out*

4. Chatting with Idol Athena about random stuff. ^^

I Shall Return

Halllloooooooooooooooooooo? Halllloooooooooooooooo everyone? Namiss nyo na ako noh?! Ka-boring ni kambal mag blog. Kajirits aney? WAHAHAHAHA. Sabi ko na eh, mas great talaga ako kay kambal. ^^
Nabanggit ni kambal, may sakit ang lola nyo. Hehe. Masakit ang ulo ko to the megalicious of sufafalicious of Earth. Parang minamartilyo yung utak ko. Tsk. Ngapala, sa Peace Rally, pwede pala hindi tungkol sa peace yun. Kaimbyerns. Anong gusto nyong gawin ko sa susunod kong blog? Request kayo dyan, para sa aking pagbabalik, happy kayo. For now, ma bore muna kayo sa mga post ni kambal. Yaan nyo sya, ikinasaya nya yan eh. ^^
aDODOOO DOOOOOOO YIHHHHHHHHHHHBUYYYYYYYY!

Sensitive

This person is so great. Finally, someone explained "that" side. I'm not saying that I'm a very genuine person. I admit I'm sensitive, too sensitive. I'm not that honest either. But I trust people. My trust is not too hard to be gained. It's actually easy to be but sometimes, I hate it. I hate it cause I can't refrain myself from trusting someone. If you betray, reject or devalue me, I won't end the friendship actually. But don't expect it to be the same way again. Indeed, I live in constant pain over unresolved misunderstandings. At the end of the day, I'll think about everything and all of a sudden, I'd cry. I hate myself. I can't live with hatred. I don't have that capacity of hating people no matter how harsh they are to me and again, I hate it. I want to be loved cause I give too much love. But like what I've said, it's not a question. And there are people who can't really tell it to me that they love me but sometimes, I need someone who would be vocal. But I guess, there's no one except my family. I doubt if my friends love me or worse, if they even consider me as a friend. My feelings? It's been bruised over and over again and yet, I'm not tired. I don't know why and again, I hate it. Yes, even tho my feelings is hurt, I want all people to be loved. I want everyone to be  happy even if they're one of the people who once bruised me. I just want to be loved and I know to myself, I'm worth knowing. 
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Another serious entry eh? I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :* My kakambal would come out soon, she has a headache kasi. Like her head is breaking into two daw. 

I Hate It.

Growing old is mandatory, growing up is optional. Sometimes, I love growing old. Like now, I'm enjoying the privilege of hanging out with my friends cause if you're young, your parents won't allow you to. Also, I like growing up at times. You would know what's the real meaning and essence of life. But usually, I hate it. Growing old is mandatory cause you can't  pull back your age. But growing up? I hate it. It's when you and you're friends would start talking about crushes and stuff. It's when you forget to tease your friend because of her funny cartoon posters in her room but it's when you start teasing each other with your crushes. 

But like what I've said before, what the hell is crush? As what Rothenberg said, is it the "can't eat, can't sleep, can't do your homework, can't stop giggling, can't remember anything but his/her smile" feeling? I don't know. Really. My first crush when I was in Grade 5. He wasn't that perfect type. Mind you, he wasn't that bright. I find him cute, that's all. I didn't took it seriously. I just find him cute. After that, no more. I don't like anyone. I haven't had that "swept of my feet" and "head over heels in like" moment. 

My classmates has. Like most of them. My classmate HAD a girlfriend and my other classmate has a girlfriend. My other classmate was supposed to have one. My other classmate has a crush whom she likes for 2 years, more or less. My other classmate has a crush whom he likes for almost 4 years and yet, no progress. My other classmate, she had but I don't think she has one right now same goes with my other classmate. I bet they should like each other so there won't be any problems. ;) (KenDalyn feels) ^^ My two other classmate, they both like someone. They're cool with their crush not knowing. 

Why am I talking about this? Cause I hate it all. The teasing and stuff. I'm not your typical high school girl. I am plain but not so girl at all. I'm fine with boys around me maybe because I grew up with boys as playmates. I had no choice, they were my neighbors and classmates at the same time. I have a boy best friend who's really handsome now. He was asking me how come we didn't become that cliche love stories where best friends become lovers. He's really funny, ang daming babaeeee. I'm fine with only him around. That feeling when I'm just about to cry and he already knows why I'm supposed to cry. It's really hard. For me, my family and for him and his family , we're cool. But for other people seeing us around together, they would go ask us if we have a relationship or something. So I kinda like it when we were younger where people wouldn't care even though we hang out together. So, it's really hard not to be close with boys in school. I have a lot of boy space friend but one thing that I hate about it is that, when other people see me with one of these boy space friends, they would start teasing. I just kinda hate the set up. I hate it when they say that boys and girls can never be just friends. How about me and my best friend? We've been friends for like 7 years or something but that idea never crossed our minds. We were so open about our relationships with other people to each other and yet, we're super best friends. Just that. Nothing more, nothing less. 

I just hope that people around me would stop shipping me with someone just because they see me with them cause the set up? It's kinda annoying. People are different, even girls are different. Some girls aren't that close to guys but me, I am. So yeah.

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Ayaw ako pasingitin ng hayop kong kakambal. Next time na lang ako mga kapatid, hah! ^^ :* Pero may point sya. ^^

I'm Fine

Kamusta mga friends and families of them all?
HUHUHUHU. Naiiyak ako. Bakit kasi ang arte arte ng mata ko. Eto na, sasabihin ko na kung bakit ako naiiyak these days.


Kasi naman, ewan ko din.
Alam mo yun. Parang I feel like crying without any reason. See, my eyse are so maarte. 
Kung ako sayo Roda and Nikki, don't worry much. I'm fine. ^^

Annyongggggggggg.

This life is so stressful and boring and stressful and boring. Mga friends, awayin nyo nga ako para magka thrill naman buhay ko. Alam nyo yung araw araw na lang akong papasok ng stressed dahil sa dami ng gagawin and of course, wala namang extraordinary na nangyayari. Pero seriously, hindi pa ko nagkaroon ng kaaway like yung kaaway talaga. Kapag may galit kasi sakin, kino confront ko. Ayoko ng sinasaksak patalikod. Para din yang unsaid feelings. Gusto ko, sabihin mo ng harap harapan ng hindi tayo pareho nahihirapan. Oh, rhyme yon. Tapos kapag kinonfront ko, aawayin ako. Sasabunatan at jojombagin. Pag babae, hinihila ko lang sa buhok tapos di nya na ako maabot. Mahaba ba kamay ko? Pag lalaki, lalaban ako. Pre, pakamatay ka sa mga kamay ko. 

Last time I used my pananapak skills was when I was in Grade 4. Yung bestfriend kong girl, iyak sya ng iyak about this guy. Niloko daw sya. Push mo yan prend. Grade 4? Ang iniintindi ko that time is panonood ng Spongebob, Dexter's Lab, Detective Conan, Pokemon, InuYasha, Fairy Tail, Glee, The Vampire Diaries mga ganyan. Sya niloko agad? Then, sabi nya papano nya daw itatapon yung kwintas na binigay sa kanya ni boy. Easy Peasy. I grabbed the necklace then from the 3rd floor tinapon ko yung necklace. Bagsak sa garden. He-he. Tapos pagtalikod ko nakita ko yung boy na sinasabi nya. Galit daw ba sakin? Hinila sa buhok si bestfriend. Ako wag mo kong gaganyanin. Bestfriend ko yan, walang bastusan please. 
Kwelyo. 
Sapak. 
Bogshhh.
bagsssshhh.
Wala palang panama si Koya eh. Payatot na bakla pa. Pwe. 
After nun, boring na ang buhay. Walang thrill. Sabi high school daw masaya. Dun daw maraming headaches (marami na nyan, elementary pa lang) and heartaches(please lord please. Ayaw ko nito. Kind po ako diba? TT TT I'm happy with my life. Di ko kailangan nyan. Busog na ako kay Alex, Darcy, Jack, Gus, Harry, Dash and a lot more. ^^) Kaso, NGANGA pa din ang high school life. Awayin ko kaya ang aking Bregz na si Roda. Wag. Siya ang nagpapahika sakin  eh. I compliment ba daw? Si Nikki? Pano na ang aking kapatid? S i Charles? Kras ko si Charles. Di pwede. Idol ko si Athena. Tropa ko si Machu. HUHUHUHU Wala akong kaaway. Baka naman meron akong nagtatagong kaaway? Labas ka na plittttttttthhhhhhhhhh. 
hesteglisp

Downloading in 3.2.1. AN ERROR OCCURED, TEKA, BASTUSAN

Dahil pretty ang lola nyo, hinihintay ko pa mag download yung movies ko for SS proj. Kahit inaantok na me, keri lang yan. Alangan namang istop ko yun edi lalo akong naging shunga nun. Kaya kahit mahirap, patience Myra. Patience.

And nga pala, soon na ako magU-UD ng The Hopeless Fan Girl. Di ko pa nakaka-usap si ____ eh. Walang inspiration. Charrrrrrr.

May nakita akong quote. Ansabi sa quote? Myra is Crazy. Charrr.
Eto,

When I'm alone, I think
When I think, I remember
When I remember, I feel pain
When I feel pain, I cry
When I cry, I can't stop.

Siguro this is the reason why I'm afraid of being alone. Pagpunta si CR, pagkain, paggala, gusto ko laging may kasama. Ang nagagwa ko ngayon mag-isa is syempre, maligo at magbasa. Kasi kapag mag-isa ako, andaming pumapasok sa utak na unwanted thoughts tapos after, bigla na lang akong maiiyak. Kaasar noh? Kaya as much as possible, gusto ko may kasama. 

Eto pa,
Never underestimate the pain of a person. In all honesty, everyone is struggling. Just some people are better in hiding it than others.

Relate dyan yung quote na, "Sometimes, the one with the biggest smile has the saddest heart."
Hindi ko alam kung sad ba ako. Look, some would say that they weren't put on Earth to entertain but me, sa tingin ko oo. Ano pa bang silbi ko edi magpatawa ng tao diba? Kaya it's hard to go to school with a frown plastered on your face lalo na kung alam mong sanay sila na nakangiti ka. You wouldn't want them na maapektuhan din sa nakabusangot mong muka. So, you'll smile instead. Jokes here and there. Pero at the end of the day, no matter how much you've laughed about, nandyan pa rin yung isinamangot mo nung umaga. It's hard to be an optimist. Lalo na kapag alam mong wala ng pag-asa pero since optimist ka, kailangang piliting itaas ang bandera. 
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I've found love when I've found you. <3.<3

Charles' question kanina:
What shall I do?

My answer:
You should marry me. <3.<3

Lalalalalalalalalalalalala

Romeo to Juliet, Darcy to Lizzy, Harry to Ginny, Ron to Hermione, the Noble Man to Mona Lisa, Prince Charming to Princess, Kristoff to Ana, Edward to Bella and even Gus to Hazel, they are the reason why hindi nauubusan ng hopeless romantic sa mundo. 

Some would say that books don't tell anything about what real love is. They would say that books make love pretty, comical. They make it last. Shakespeare, Picoult, Sparks and Rothenberg. These authors made me believe in love. 

Yes, kinikilig ako sa mga books and movies. Pero hindi sa totoong buhay. PDA? Nah. Endearments? No way. Hindi ako kinikilig sa mga kashungaan ng babae at lalaki sa relationship. Hindi ako naiiyak. Nai-imbyerna ako at naiirita. 

Currently, nanonood ako ng movie. Secret yung movie kasi para sa SS proj sya pero pinapaniwala nya na naman ako na may ganun. Ewan ko sa sarili ko. 

Mas masaya kaya pag mga prinds mo kasama mo. Diba, diba? Pero alam ko si Roda, gusto makasama si Kenny eh. IMBA talaga. 

WAHAHAHAHA
PS. Kamusta kaya ang married life ni Athena at Bernard Cloma?
heshtegAthenaAgorillaTheaCloma

Kala mo Roda ha, kung ginagaga mo ako sa The Reunion mo. May version din ako nyan. Kala mo ha. INYORPEYS.

The Reunion

Setting: Ouagadougou, Burkina Faso. Charott, sympre Paris, France. (Peyboritt eh)

"Antagal tagal naman ni Myra. Kahit kelan talaga ang bagal bagal," sabi ni Joel.
"Sus, makasabi ng matagal. Baket, napapagod ka na ba kahihintay kay Nikki?" bara naman ni Roda.
"Hallllllllloooooooooo? Late na me. I'm very sorry to the megalicious of Earth," sabi ni Myra.
Charles: Gaga ka. Hinihintay pa ako ni Tita Kris. Alam mo bang ako na lang ang hinihintay nila sa Malacanang? Magdi-dinner pa kami. 
Nikki: Charles? Magt-take ka pa ng flight papuntang Manila after ntio? 
Charles: Hindi hindi. Lalangoy ako. May alam ba kayong mabilis na route sa Pacific Ocean?
Nikki: *poker face*
Athena: Kain na tayo.
Mathew: Mahal, pwede bang ikaw na lang ang kainin ko?
Athena: Baliwww. *kinikilig*
Myra: Ay mga pisti. Mandiri nga kayo. Err, kaderder. 
Nikki: Sus, bitter ka lang. Musta na kayo ni ex?
Roda: Sinong ex yan ha? Bakit di kayo nagne-neckpaper sakin(Dami kong tawa sa neckpaper nato bakla. XD)?
Myra: Ayon, hinahanap pa din ni Pythagoras. 
Joel: Mali. Si Girolamo Cordano ang founder ng Algebra.
Myra: So? Tinatanong ko ba? What I know is Giordano not girvlahvlah.
Kenny: *asks RC*What are they talking about?
RC: *shrugs* Guys, I'll show you new moves.
Roda: Geh, mamaya na lang sa tuktok ng Eiffel. Gusto ko hindi ka lang mag b-reak dance. Gusto ko mag breakbones ka din ha.
Charles: Anong petsa na? Kakain ba tayo o ano?
Kenny: Ok, order anything, my treat. 
RC: Nah. Mine.
Jane: I'll treat you guys.
Myra: Ok, I'll make lafang hah.
Roda: Kenny. Let RC or Jane. Let's save that money for our future. 
Jane: Ah. I'll save money also.
Roda: For what?
Jane: For my future with Jordan.
Athena: Ewan ko sa inyo. Lapang na tayo. 
Charles: *phone call* Hello Chef Boy Logro? Anong masarap kainin dito sa Paris at 1:69 PM with the temperature of 69 degrees celcius?
Myra: Friend nya si Chef Boy?
Nikki: Oo. 
Charles: Ok, guys Chef Boy has a recommendation for each and everyone. For me, I'll take Bread Crumbs topped with Siling Labuyo because of my hawtness. Athena, you'll take Pou in a Catapult. Mathew you'll take Bolang QuickQuickie. Nikki you'll take SmallSpaghetti. Myra, you'll take MukangShrimp. Roda, you'll take Eraser in a Medyas. Kenny you'll take BotchafortheNthTime. RC, take BrokenBones and Joel, sayo may varieties.
Roda: Ang daya Charles bakit sa kanya pwede sya pumili.
Charles: Eraser in a Medyas na yung sayo choosy ka pa. Joel, these are the choices; Hopiang Botcha, Hopiang ChickenFeet, Hopiang ChickenBeak o Hopiang Kamatis?
Joel: *poker face*
Nikki: Ang mean nyo naman sa kanya. 
Charles: Mas magiging mean ako kung ipakian ko sayo yung medyas ni Berard Cloma. O baka gusto mo wig ni Vice Ganda. 
*eating time.*
*Eiffel*
Roda: Grabe ang ganda talaga dito. Natupad din yung pangarap natin.
Myra: Oo nga.
Athena: Third emotion
Charles: Ay, ngayon lang kayo dito? Ako kasi lunch place ko lang to eh. Sa Cuba nga ako nag b-breakfast eh.
*may lumapit kay Myra*
Girl: Ma'am may kailangan daw po kayo sa fashion show.
Myra: Gaga. Bakit nila ako kailangan dun eh tiga design lang naman ako. Hindi ako big part nun, ilang damit lang ba dinesign ko?
Nikki: So, natupad pala yung Fine Arts mo.
Myra: Hindi. Hobby lang. Ikaw, ano bang pinagkakaabalahan mo?
Nikki: Prof sa Oxford. Ikaw Charles?
Charles: Madami akong work. Mahirap isa-isahin. Pero may new movie ako, "Pisil-Pisilin ang Bolang Namumula (Swear sinabi nya to nung pabalik na kami sa MIT. Pero its not the exact title. Something like that) Ikaw Athena?
Athena: Hindi nyo ba binabasa yung libro ko?
Myra: Oy, binasa ko na yung How to Steal the Badboy mo.
Athena: Thankk you. Athena Thea soon to be Delos Reyes, writer/author/photographer. Ikaw Joel?
Joel: AYon, andun sa business pero pag may spare time, nagpagawa ako ng laboratory sa rooftop. Tapos kapag may time, nagigitara din. Tapos pag may time, nagwhi-whistle. Tapos-
Roda: Tapos kapag may time humohopia din.
RC: I'm a famous dancer and a singer.
Jane: Ah really? I don't know you. ^^ Jane Gan soon to be Kim. Part of the SuPo Football Team of the Philippines. How about you Mathew?
Mathew: Gilas Pilipinas, magcha-champion na tayo ha. How about you Kenny?
Kenny: I roam around the world for business.
Charles: Ikaw Roda?
Roda: Future wife of Kenny Seo.

KALA MO RODA HA. NASA AKIN ANG HULING HALAKHAK. MWAHHAHAHAHAHAA

Walang Title Pretty Ako, Pagbigyan Na

WHAT IS CRUSH?
Based on the Urban Dictionary, it's a burning desire to be with someone who you find really attractive and extremely special.

In short, KRAS.

Kalandian is
Revealed
Another destruction
Sa grades.

Charroot lang. Minsan tama yan pero minsan naman hindi. Ano nga bang meron sa crush? It's called paghanga. Some people would take it seriously. Let's say err, masabi lang na crush mo sya, seseryosohin mo na agad. Na parang ang naka-implant sa utak mo na forever mo syang mamahalin. Na sya lang ang magiging crush mo. Sus. Madami dyan. Wag kang ano. Pano ka nga ba nagkaka-crush sa isang tao? Yung iba, binabase sa looks. Lalo na yung mga taong hanggang tingin na lang sa crush nila. Sa looks at IQ ibinabase. Meron din naman yung mga nagkaka crush sa taong usually makes them happy. Yung kahit Betilapea ang itsura, go lang. 

FIRST LOVE
Sabi nila, first love never dies, nung makilala kita sabi ko, ABA, TOTOO NGA.





Sikat yang quote na yan. Akala nyo inlab ang lola nyo aney? Wit. Malay ko ba kung totoo yan. Di pa naman ako naiinlab, well. Oo na, naiinlove na.
Nainlove ako kay
Nainlove ako ka
Nainlove ako k
Nainlove ako 
Nainlove ak
Nainlove a
Nainlove 
Nainlov
Nainlo
Nainl
Nain
Nai
Na
N
SA PUSA KONG GWAPO, REMEMBER?
Hehe. Pero I believe, natatabunan ng true love ang first love.

BF/GF
Alam nyo yung PEBEBETENS? Yung babago bago pa lang naeenjoy ang pagiging teenager, umariba na agad ang kaharutan. Okay pa sana yung crush eh, pero boyfriend girlfriend? Nah. I know someone, naging sila tapos nag break din. Forever daw. Nag unli ako ng 3 months sa broadband, mas matagal pa yung UNLI ko. Legit. 2 months lang kasi sila. Tapos isinisis nya lahat kay girl. I know malaki ang kasalanan ni girl pero sana naman wag nyang i-blame lahat kay girl. Kaya nga sila dalalwa eh, para punan yung pagkukulang nung isa. Hehe. Me is so bright talaga. And, wag nyong idahilan yang nangako kayo sa isat-isa. Entering a relationship is all about taking a risk. Gambling. You have to put all your cards down for you to win but at the same time, you're not sure if your opponent has better cards. You can't hold onto promises cause promises are meant to be broken. Do not say it, do it ika nga. If your partner fall in like with someone else, accept it. It's inevitable. At isa pa, kapag may nanliligaw sayo, it's not mandatory na magustuhan mo din sya. Wag yung parang Globe na Go lang Go. Tsk. Tsk.

Lucky
Nung isang araw pa tong kantang to. Ang gusto ko lang dito is the tune actually. And the first parts but I don't like the chorus. Know why? It says,
Lucky I'm in love with my bestfriend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I doubt if lucky ka nga talaga kapag nagkagusto ka sa sa bestfriend mo. Dati hindi ako naniniwala dun sa a boy and a girl can never be just friends. But when I saw Mika Shieffelbein and Joel Choi, sabi ko, pwede pala. You're not lucky kasi what if your bestfriend doesn't like you the same way? Of course maiilang sya. Spell AWKWARD. Oh, let's say gusto ka din nya. Inlike or in-attract or in-love din sya sayo. Kapag nagka problema kayo or nagkahiwalay kayo, sayang ang friendship. A perfect friendship ruined by a shitty relationship, how classic. 

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Ang pretty ko talaga. Perhaps, Eve looked exactly like me when God presented her to Adam.
Spell makapal ang muka. M-Y-R-A. Ano nga kayang itsura ni Eve noh? Me is so nagtataka and nakyokyoryus.

Parents HartHart

Hallllloooooooooooo? Halllloooooooooooooo. Meron akong isang napakalupet na tanong. Baka sa sobrang lufeet, palakpakan mo ako ng mga 2.1. Alam ko kung ano? BAKIT ANG TATAMAD NG PISTI KONG KLASMEYT MAG UD NG BLOG? Yang tataa? Anyways highways, ko-quota ako sa blog kasi antagal na kitang naabandona. Ang topic po natin ngayon mga kaibigan is errrr, PARENTS.

My parents? Di man sila kasing talino ni Einstein, kasing bright ni Mark Zuckerberg, kasing yaman ni Bill Gates at kasing God-fearing ni Pope Francis, I know, God sent them kasi they're perfect for me. 

Yes, pinapagalitan nila ako pero they support me in everything I do. They don't give me that disappointed look whenever I do something that would disappoint other parents and they encourage me instead. And I bet, if not the, then one of the COOLESTTT PARENTSSS. 

Example Convo.

Me: Nay, bakit parang problemado ka?
Nay: Oo nga eh.
Me: Nay, wag ka mamroblema, may pretty kang anak.
Nay: Sumobrang pretty nga, nas-stress ako. 

I'm pretty sure that I'm very lucky to have them. Some kids, their parents don't have time for them. I love them so much. <3

Ang Aking Pag-Ibig

Kakasabi ko lang kanina na aanhin ko ang kras diba? Pero sa hindi sinasadyang pagkakataon, ako ay napa ibig ng nilalang na ito. Mabuti na lamang at mabilis ang galaw ng aking kamay ay nakuhaan ko agad ang kanyang muka.

Hindi ko na kailangang kumain ng San Marino para mahanap sya.

Naghahanap lang ako ng damit para bukas, true love ang nakita ko. Jackpot to meeen.

Ang gwapo ng pusa ko, chet. Kakainlab. Naghahanap ako ng damit, bigla ko syang nakita, ang wafu wafuuuuu. <3 HartHart <3 

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Mga gagang klasmeyt ko. Problemahin ba naman daw yung blog ko? Pake ba nila kung walang title? Pretty ako noh. Guys, pagtiisan nyo na ako ngayon lalo from now on ha. Kase naman itong klasmeyt kong si Roda, tinatalbugan ako sa kakapalan ng muka, syempre, papatlo ba lelang nyo? Wit ano! HAHAHAHA. Pero, admit admit din pag may time, ang pretty pretty kaya ni Roda. Kajirits! Hehehe. Anddd, me is so tinatamad mag sulat ng isturyy, neks taym na lang. Seryoso ako ngayon wag kayong ano. Kailangan ko kasing magka problema para mai-FAMAS tong blog ko. Meron ba nun? Basta. Papagawa ako. 

So ganito yun. I don't get the point na kapag lagi mong kinakanta yung song, relate ka na agad? Oo, nagaasar ako sa mga tao pag ganun. Pero wala namang seryosohan. Grabe naman. Grabe naman. Kastress! Nakakasira ng beauty! Yung totoo? Aruuuuu. 

Eto pa. WALA NA BANG NAGMAMAHAL SA AKIN? HUHUHUHUHU. Grabe naman kasi. Eto na guys, aamin na ako. Hindi naman talaga ako pretty, pakapalan na lang ng muka ang labanan ngayon. Kung makikilala mo ako, napa-clumsy, antaba ko at sobrang bobo ko sa Math. Napapanga nga talaga ako eh. English na nga lang pag-asa ko, nganga pa din. Kaya siguro ako smart sa love, kasi sabi nila, ang matatalino daw, bobo sa love. Oh diba? Baliktad ako. Matalino ako sa love, bobo ako sa academics. Pero aanhin ko ba yang lab lab na yan at kras kras na yan? Makakain ba yan? Ikatatalino ko ba yan? Kaya nanawagan po ako, kung sino ang may excess na talino dyan, paki donate na lang sakin. HUHUHUHU TT TT Eto, sobrang clumsy ko as in. Huhuhu Naasar ako sa sarili ko. Bakit wala ng maganda sakin, basag basag pa boses ko. Huhuhu. Anong pilit kong hanap ng maganda, NGANGA. Ay meron pala, magaganda friends ko. Kaya lubog na lubog ako lagi. WAHAHAHA. ^^ TT TT Kaso di naman nila ako lab. </3 Pag sasabihan ko ng I love you, I hate you o kaya Good For You ang nakukuha kong sagot. HUHUHU HurtHurt ako. Pero okay lang yun kasi I love you is a statement not a question so I shouldn't expect for an answer. Basta, nasabi ko. TAPOS. Pero di mo maiiwasan mahurthurt. TT TTPero seryoso, masakit kaya yun. Sinasabi ko lang yun kasi, ayoko ng unsaid feelings. Malay ko ba kung deads na ako bukas? Pano ko pa masasabi sa kanila na mahal ko sila diba? Kaya nga akong pinakamakapal ang muka, sabi ng mga kapatid ko. Kasi hindi talaga ako nahihiya kahit sa mga kras ko. Makita ko lang sasabihin ko ng, "Uy, kras kita." Ayoko kasi ng mga tago tago pa. Kaartehan. Bakit, syor ka na ba. At least kapag nasabi mo, hindi mo lalagyan ng malisya lahat ng gagawin nya. Hehe. Mga PEBEBE TENS KASI. Hindi ko gusto yung saying na, "Some things are best left unsaid," kasi its better to regret that you did it kesa sa regretting the things you should have done. Oh dibaaaaaaaa. 

HALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO? HALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO?