Sensitive

This person is so great. Finally, someone explained "that" side. I'm not saying that I'm a very genuine person. I admit I'm sensitive, too sensitive. I'm not that honest either. But I trust people. My trust is not too hard to be gained. It's actually easy to be but sometimes, I hate it. I hate it cause I can't refrain myself from trusting someone. If you betray, reject or devalue me, I won't end the friendship actually. But don't expect it to be the same way again. Indeed, I live in constant pain over unresolved misunderstandings. At the end of the day, I'll think about everything and all of a sudden, I'd cry. I hate myself. I can't live with hatred. I don't have that capacity of hating people no matter how harsh they are to me and again, I hate it. I want to be loved cause I give too much love. But like what I've said, it's not a question. And there are people who can't really tell it to me that they love me but sometimes, I need someone who would be vocal. But I guess, there's no one except my family. I doubt if my friends love me or worse, if they even consider me as a friend. My feelings? It's been bruised over and over again and yet, I'm not tired. I don't know why and again, I hate it. Yes, even tho my feelings is hurt, I want all people to be loved. I want everyone to be  happy even if they're one of the people who once bruised me. I just want to be loved and I know to myself, I'm worth knowing. 
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Another serious entry eh? I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :* My kakambal would come out soon, she has a headache kasi. Like her head is breaking into two daw.