Downloading in 3.2.1. AN ERROR OCCURED, TEKA, BASTUSAN

Dahil pretty ang lola nyo, hinihintay ko pa mag download yung movies ko for SS proj. Kahit inaantok na me, keri lang yan. Alangan namang istop ko yun edi lalo akong naging shunga nun. Kaya kahit mahirap, patience Myra. Patience.

And nga pala, soon na ako magU-UD ng The Hopeless Fan Girl. Di ko pa nakaka-usap si ____ eh. Walang inspiration. Charrrrrrr.

May nakita akong quote. Ansabi sa quote? Myra is Crazy. Charrr.
Eto,

When I'm alone, I think
When I think, I remember
When I remember, I feel pain
When I feel pain, I cry
When I cry, I can't stop.

Siguro this is the reason why I'm afraid of being alone. Pagpunta si CR, pagkain, paggala, gusto ko laging may kasama. Ang nagagwa ko ngayon mag-isa is syempre, maligo at magbasa. Kasi kapag mag-isa ako, andaming pumapasok sa utak na unwanted thoughts tapos after, bigla na lang akong maiiyak. Kaasar noh? Kaya as much as possible, gusto ko may kasama. 

Eto pa,
Never underestimate the pain of a person. In all honesty, everyone is struggling. Just some people are better in hiding it than others.

Relate dyan yung quote na, "Sometimes, the one with the biggest smile has the saddest heart."
Hindi ko alam kung sad ba ako. Look, some would say that they weren't put on Earth to entertain but me, sa tingin ko oo. Ano pa bang silbi ko edi magpatawa ng tao diba? Kaya it's hard to go to school with a frown plastered on your face lalo na kung alam mong sanay sila na nakangiti ka. You wouldn't want them na maapektuhan din sa nakabusangot mong muka. So, you'll smile instead. Jokes here and there. Pero at the end of the day, no matter how much you've laughed about, nandyan pa rin yung isinamangot mo nung umaga. It's hard to be an optimist. Lalo na kapag alam mong wala ng pag-asa pero since optimist ka, kailangang piliting itaas ang bandera. 
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I've found love when I've found you. <3.<3

Charles' question kanina:
What shall I do?

My answer:
You should marry me. <3.<3