Friday, September 12, 2014

Halusineysiyon

Ebriwan! May sakit pa din ang lola nyo kaya pagtyagaan nyo muna itong entry ni kambal. Kajirits to. Ka-boring pero mapagtyatyagaan na. WAHAHAHAHA. 
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Hello. Just so you know, Athena made an entry about hallucination and my twin asked me to write about it as well. She's really a copy cat sometimes but well, Athena is her idol so never mind.

Hallucination, I experience this thing almost everyday. It seems like someone is calling me when actually, no one is. I started experiencing this when I was around 6 or something. I was playing around my granma's garden and then I heard someone calling me. I started following the voice then I found myself in the forest already. (Legit. My granma lives near the forestry since it's in the province.) Then when I found myself in the forest, the calling stopped. It felt so creepy that the calling stopped so I went back home. After that day, I experience that thing everyday already. Sometimes, the calling gets louder especially when I'm going to sleep and it irritates me because it hurts my head. That's why I have the fear of being alone. Because every time I'm alone, That's when the voice gets louder and obviously, I hate it. Based from my research, it's disturbance and it's a mild hallucination. I also see movements on my peripheral vision when actually, no one is there. 

Also, I experience auditory hallucinations  where sometimes, the voice is telling me that I'm so good and USUALLY, the voice is telling me that I'm not good enough and that I will never be good enough. Also, during those times, it seems like someone is staring at my back. It seems like someone is always looking at time. The moment I'm writing this, I'm experiencing it actually. Geez. It won't stop and it's creepy. I always experience that when I'm reviewing or right now where I'm watching a movie and busy. 

You can tell me that I'm crazy or something but who's crazier? Me or my twin?
;) 

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